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I'm not sure what to think.
I love the Welcomers group to bits. Everyon'e so friendly and preppy and happy, and there's usually always a spiforific conversation going on.
But.
The Helper's group is a different story. It just seems somewhat hostile on the Channel...
On the Welcomer Channel, I always say hi to someone who comes onduty, and ask how everyone's doing. I'm a bit scared to do that on the Helper's channel. For some reason, I'm afraid they will yell at me for disturbing the silence...
Or, something. o.o; My imagination cooks up wild things. I am thinking of getting out of that group...I'm used to touring newfurres and really knowing I'm giving a helping paw. At the Help Area, if I mess up, everyone knows and I feel like dirt. I just am not too fond of it..
But, I'm going to stick around the Helper's group, and see if I can lighten up. Which, I don't find likely, but you never know.
In other news.
I'm not sure if I should submit my short story to the school magazine. I don't exactly like publicizing something that I think I could have done better on...
And. The other day, I was showing some kids in my Advisement class a few card tricks. One immediantly cried out, "OHMYGOSH! That's so stupid, I know how you did that! Gimme those!" She lunged for my card deck and started messing with the cards as she attempted to do the trick. That
TICKED
ME
OFF. I hate it when people do that, and mess with MY cards, the cards that people aren't supposed to mess with because they'll mess them up with their grimy little hands.. So, I patiently held out my hand and asked for them back. The girl put them in a messy pile and slapped them in my hand, letting a few drop to the *dirty* ground. She ordered me to show the trick again, but I didn't, and just put my cards away, and left. Now, when I pass, she glares at me, like she thinks I'm a witch or something.
I hate my classmates, ever since the schedule change. I don't like any of them that much, and one girl asks me to draw her something almost every day.
I'm sorry for complaining...I just really needed to let this out, and I needed an excuse not to get to my schoolwork.
Now, I should get going..so, bye.
~Oryon