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I'm really sad. While it is exciting that I am finished with the semester, I am sad that I have to leave London Saturday and that Christine is leaving in four hours! :(
I have had such a wonderful semester here and I get this awful pit in my stomache when i think about having to leave and go back to the non-existant life I have at home.
I wish I lived closer to Christine and Amanda.
I wish we could stay in London forever.
I wish I didn't have to leave.
I wish that I would find a great British boy that way I don't have to leave. *sigh*
Soon I will be in Germany visiting Franziska for a week. I know I will have fun but I can't help but think about the fun times I am leaving here.
To make matters worse, my friends at home aren't making me feel too loved at the moment. I know they have been great to me while I have been gone but i think they have gotten too used to the idea of me being gone and won't want to talk to me as much. Oh well. I am going to be by myself in Seattle anyways. I will just go out and find new friends. Ones that will go out to the bars with me and just have fun.
I have had such a wonderful semester here and I get this awful pit in my stomache when i think about having to leave and go back to the non-existant life I have at home.
I wish I lived closer to Christine and Amanda.
I wish we could stay in London forever.
I wish I didn't have to leave.
I wish that I would find a great British boy that way I don't have to leave. *sigh*
Soon I will be in Germany visiting Franziska for a week. I know I will have fun but I can't help but think about the fun times I am leaving here.
To make matters worse, my friends at home aren't making me feel too loved at the moment. I know they have been great to me while I have been gone but i think they have gotten too used to the idea of me being gone and won't want to talk to me as much. Oh well. I am going to be by myself in Seattle anyways. I will just go out and find new friends. Ones that will go out to the bars with me and just have fun.