Dec 13, 2006 22:22
sooo 13 days and counting till ARIZONA. i cant decide what im more excited about: warm weather, change of scene, JACUZZI, kiss me kate, or working my first new york cast gig in general. im starting to get a little nervous. dont really know why, im just freaking out about being in shape and my dancing being up to par when I get there. my number is pretty long however so im exciting to start singing on the treadmill. dreamgirls christmas night with a littering of people hopefully.
on the d list for today. reilly and i were in a car accident. im totally fine, but poor reilly is all burnt and bruised from the airbag. it all happened so fast, im just glad no one was seriously hurt.
my life has been somewhat topsy turvey these past couple months. im really sick of being afraid. afraid to love a wonderful man who wants to good to me, afraid to be a responsible adult, afriad to take chances. im done. and thats that. im making a promise to myself to love, and to not be afraid, and to take the reigns on my life and take full advantage of the opportunities that i have sprouting up in front of me.
I really hope this is the beginning of my career, i couldnt be more pleased than to male people smile for the rest of my life....isnt it funny that anguish can create laughter. maybe im just being dramatic.