Apr 20, 2005 02:25
im at a breaking point.
i seriously am at a really rough time in my life. please bare with me, and dont leave any nasty comments...because that wont help.
i am a very talented person, i have always been. i know this and i have people telling me constantly. ive been to a couple auditions in the past 2 years and they have all gone very well (for the most part). i sit back everyday and watch people making it big, and see my friends being cast in amazing shows. and i often wonder....when is it my turn. this is so serious that it got in the way of my schooling. i was not happy after a certain point at school, because i was being taught things that i do without thinking twice. i go to see shows and all i can do is pick them apart, i know im not perfect by any stretch of the means, im just getting really frustrated.
woosh. i had to get that all out. my next step is to make a todo list. i know that the only way im going achieve my goals is by getting out there. living in ny was wonderful, but my schooling didnt permit me to go to the auditions i would have loved to go to. if you have any suggestions as to what i should do PLEASE post. thanks guys.
todo:
1. headshots
2. agent
3. subscribe to backstage
4. find some dance to take while im in the area.
5. talk to people in the business, get my name out there.
6. lol. audition for american idol.
ps. that last one has been something on my mind for a whilllle now. i mean i would never make it to la let alone win the damn thing, but its worth a show right.
oh and last but not least.
7. audition audition AUDITION