I can speak when I want to and pour my voice 'till it burns...
...Through the core of my own throat
I'll speak until the demands gone
001. real name? Ainsley
002. nickname? ...Ainz?
003. single or taken? eh, complicated.
004. zodiac sign? Gemini
005. male or female? female
006. elementary? Whitmore Lake Elementary, Carpenter, and Allen
008. high? Huron
010. hair color? Reddish brown
011. long or short? Shoulder length
015. are you health freak? Not as bad as I used to be
016. height? 5'8"
017. do you have a crush on someone? Oh, yes.
018. do you like yourself? Currently, yes
019. piercings? Double lobes and helix
020. tattoos? none
021. righty or lefty? righty
CURRENTLY :
049. eating? Just ate lunch
050. drinking? My water bottle is empty... brb
052. i'm about to? Read for psych.
053. listening to? Roomate's music.
055. waiting for? Tonight
057. wearing? Jeans and my favorite tshirt
YOUR FUTURE :
058. want kids? Probably not.
059. want to get married? Yep/
060. careers in mind? Musician/psychologist. Haha. No idea.
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE (PREFERED) SEX? :
068. lips or eyes? Oh shit... it depends. I'd say eyes in general, but with further research lips can be amazing.
069. hugs or kisses? both
070. shorter or taller? taller
072. romantic or spontaneous? They go together.
073. nice stomach or nice arms ? It doesn't matter.
074. sensitive or loud? sensitive
077. trouble maker or hesitant? Trouble maker.
HAVE YOU EVER :
078. kissed a stranger? Nope
079. drank bubbles? Yep
080. lost glasses/contacts? Don't have em.
081. ran away from home? Yep.
082. broken any bones? Tons
084. broken someone's heart? Yup.
085. been arrested? Came close.
086. turned someone down? Yep
087. cried when someone died? Oh yes.
088. cried when you hurt yourself? Yep
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. yourself? Most of the time
090. miracles? Yes.
091. love at first sight? Yes
092. heaven? Yes.
093. santa clause? Um...
094. sex on the first date?
095. kissing on the first date? If things are going well then why not?
096. angels? ySeen 'em.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. is there more than one person who you want to be with right now? Yes.
098. what were you doing last night? Watching Penn and Teller and bitching till 4 in the morning like usual.
099. had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? Nope.
100. do you believe in god? Yes.
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In other news,
Players tonight. Super-stoked. I don't know if I'm even in the scenes, but I'm still excited. Now it's like double the thursday night!!! Except for the weekly festivities afterwards. Hmm. Yeah.
Interesting night last night. I managed to make an ass of myself as usual... funny thing, I don't have the awkward bone. I really don't. Awkward silences don't really exist for me. I can sit in silence with a person who's getting increasingly more uncomfortable until they laugh nervously or say something, and I won't have realized something odd was going on. I don't know. I guess I just... am comfortable with people? The only time things get awkward is after a fight. Doing something stupid - embarassment - not a problem. I don't operate that way. But... well, yeah. I dunno where I was going with that. Random thought.
I have been completely and utterly unmotivated to do anything lately. I've been doing better since classes started again. I guess it's hard to get out of a funk like that, after being sick and doing nothing for 5 straight days. The constant fever didn't do wonders for my brain at all either, I'm sure.
I need to study for my test tomorrow. I need to finish Freud. I should be doing that right now.
I just realized I'm in a pretty damn good mood for once. I wonder what the hell happened...
Oh, I know. Is that really it that does it? It causes me so much pain at the same time. Hmm. Seriously, what the hell.
Again, don't mind the obscurity up there.
I'll speak until the demands gone
001. real name? Ainsley
002. nickname? ...Ainz?
003. single or taken? eh, complicated.
004. zodiac sign? Gemini
005. male or female? female
006. elementary? Whitmore Lake Elementary, Carpenter, and Allen
008. high? Huron
010. hair color? Reddish brown
011. long or short? Shoulder length
015. are you health freak? Not as bad as I used to be
016. height? 5'8"
017. do you have a crush on someone? Oh, yes.
018. do you like yourself? Currently, yes
019. piercings? Double lobes and helix
020. tattoos? none
021. righty or lefty? righty
CURRENTLY :
049. eating? Just ate lunch
050. drinking? My water bottle is empty... brb
052. i'm about to? Read for psych.
053. listening to? Roomate's music.
055. waiting for? Tonight
057. wearing? Jeans and my favorite tshirt
YOUR FUTURE :
058. want kids? Probably not.
059. want to get married? Yep/
060. careers in mind? Musician/psychologist. Haha. No idea.
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE (PREFERED) SEX? :
068. lips or eyes? Oh shit... it depends. I'd say eyes in general, but with further research lips can be amazing.
069. hugs or kisses? both
070. shorter or taller? taller
072. romantic or spontaneous? They go together.
073. nice stomach or nice arms ? It doesn't matter.
074. sensitive or loud? sensitive
077. trouble maker or hesitant? Trouble maker.
HAVE YOU EVER :
078. kissed a stranger? Nope
079. drank bubbles? Yep
080. lost glasses/contacts? Don't have em.
081. ran away from home? Yep.
082. broken any bones? Tons
084. broken someone's heart? Yup.
085. been arrested? Came close.
086. turned someone down? Yep
087. cried when someone died? Oh yes.
088. cried when you hurt yourself? Yep
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. yourself? Most of the time
090. miracles? Yes.
091. love at first sight? Yes
092. heaven? Yes.
093. santa clause? Um...
094. sex on the first date?
095. kissing on the first date? If things are going well then why not?
096. angels? ySeen 'em.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. is there more than one person who you want to be with right now? Yes.
098. what were you doing last night? Watching Penn and Teller and bitching till 4 in the morning like usual.
099. had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? Nope.
100. do you believe in god? Yes.
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In other news,
Players tonight. Super-stoked. I don't know if I'm even in the scenes, but I'm still excited. Now it's like double the thursday night!!! Except for the weekly festivities afterwards. Hmm. Yeah.
Interesting night last night. I managed to make an ass of myself as usual... funny thing, I don't have the awkward bone. I really don't. Awkward silences don't really exist for me. I can sit in silence with a person who's getting increasingly more uncomfortable until they laugh nervously or say something, and I won't have realized something odd was going on. I don't know. I guess I just... am comfortable with people? The only time things get awkward is after a fight. Doing something stupid - embarassment - not a problem. I don't operate that way. But... well, yeah. I dunno where I was going with that. Random thought.
I have been completely and utterly unmotivated to do anything lately. I've been doing better since classes started again. I guess it's hard to get out of a funk like that, after being sick and doing nothing for 5 straight days. The constant fever didn't do wonders for my brain at all either, I'm sure.
I need to study for my test tomorrow. I need to finish Freud. I should be doing that right now.
I just realized I'm in a pretty damn good mood for once. I wonder what the hell happened...
Oh, I know. Is that really it that does it? It causes me so much pain at the same time. Hmm. Seriously, what the hell.
Again, don't mind the obscurity up there.