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having such an awesome boyfriend, i guess i never really thought about how i would deal with it afterall. duh. the Second-Best To Dirt mentality doesnt work well while standing next to someone you think is exponentially better than anyone you could ever hope to be. and not just because i love him so much but because i genuinely feel like he has so much more potential and so much desire to do things i feel like i am holding him back from. i just dont think im the best for him.
the last two nights have been a wreck.
this is obviously why i tend to go toward guys that i know i can be better than.
this is what i get for being such a judgemental brat.
the last two nights have been a wreck.
this is obviously why i tend to go toward guys that i know i can be better than.
this is what i get for being such a judgemental brat.