you came on your own, thats how you'll leave.
i feel bad for leading justin on. arent boys supposed to be the ones with the hit it and quit it mentality? so how come i get stuck with all the suckers that want to get married just because i stick their dick down my throat? honestly.
annnnnnnnnyway. i start at fascinations on monday. its long awaited and highly anticipated. i couldnt be happier. after three years im finally moving on from the good old country bills. full time and hella benefits, here i come!
i slept with kyle again tonight. it was all new and completely familiar at the same time. whatever it was, it was definitely nice to get laid again. after i broke up with dane i was getting laid left and right and it came to a halt for a staggering two months and now the sex deprived stint is finally over! its always going to be weird thinking about how i lost my virginity to kyle. and the fact that he was always the somewhat forbidden friend while i was with dane made it a little more exciting. dane thought i cheated on him and no one will ever know the answer to that but i did always hangout with kyle when he was out of town and lie to him about who i was with, haha. i cant be perfect allll the time.
life has been so unbelievably fun lately. yeah, i did cause a lot less trouble when i was tied down but man was i missing out on all the fun.
my chest piece is coming along nicely. the boys love it when i come in to get it worked on because they all get to stare at my tits for hours. the guys out in public dont mind staring, either. i still havent adjusted to the idea of getting checked out. im not vain but i can be honest. the first time i dated dane i was a hideous cow. he crushed my heart, i went on a drug binge and lost 60 pounds and then got back together with him right away. im no hottie but i am considerably better looking and i was with him the whole time after that. now im better looking and single and its weird being what guys want. im a bitch with a huge rack and maaaad dick sucking skills. what kind of idiot would break up with me, hahaha. duh. its all good by me, though. my phone is blowing up with numbers lately. ive got 30 year old men on my ass. im getting shit i want handed to me just for being cute. giving old men boners with a smile. making hags everywhere jealous. i can work with that.
shit is smooth fucking sailing, son. ive got nothing to frown about.
annnnnnnnnyway. i start at fascinations on monday. its long awaited and highly anticipated. i couldnt be happier. after three years im finally moving on from the good old country bills. full time and hella benefits, here i come!
i slept with kyle again tonight. it was all new and completely familiar at the same time. whatever it was, it was definitely nice to get laid again. after i broke up with dane i was getting laid left and right and it came to a halt for a staggering two months and now the sex deprived stint is finally over! its always going to be weird thinking about how i lost my virginity to kyle. and the fact that he was always the somewhat forbidden friend while i was with dane made it a little more exciting. dane thought i cheated on him and no one will ever know the answer to that but i did always hangout with kyle when he was out of town and lie to him about who i was with, haha. i cant be perfect allll the time.
life has been so unbelievably fun lately. yeah, i did cause a lot less trouble when i was tied down but man was i missing out on all the fun.
my chest piece is coming along nicely. the boys love it when i come in to get it worked on because they all get to stare at my tits for hours. the guys out in public dont mind staring, either. i still havent adjusted to the idea of getting checked out. im not vain but i can be honest. the first time i dated dane i was a hideous cow. he crushed my heart, i went on a drug binge and lost 60 pounds and then got back together with him right away. im no hottie but i am considerably better looking and i was with him the whole time after that. now im better looking and single and its weird being what guys want. im a bitch with a huge rack and maaaad dick sucking skills. what kind of idiot would break up with me, hahaha. duh. its all good by me, though. my phone is blowing up with numbers lately. ive got 30 year old men on my ass. im getting shit i want handed to me just for being cute. giving old men boners with a smile. making hags everywhere jealous. i can work with that.
shit is smooth fucking sailing, son. ive got nothing to frown about.