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i cant wait to find a REAL man. like one that opens doors pays for MY shit rather than me having to always pay for everything. one that actually DEALS WITH PROBLEMS rather than trying to ignore them and pretend theyre not there and then blows up and hurts everyone they love. one that doesnt have to act like A FUCKING DICK to cover up what hes really feeling. one that would realize what the fuck he is losing. it will be so fucking nice.
its officially over. cue endless string of random drug binges, fucking dudes i dont really want to be fucking, and sporatic spurts of alcoholism to try to get over a heartless piece of shit. i will also constantly be thinking about what will fuck my day up more: driving into a pole or driving into a cement barrier of sorts going, say like...92?
i hope that hurts.
its officially over. cue endless string of random drug binges, fucking dudes i dont really want to be fucking, and sporatic spurts of alcoholism to try to get over a heartless piece of shit. i will also constantly be thinking about what will fuck my day up more: driving into a pole or driving into a cement barrier of sorts going, say like...92?
i hope that hurts.