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so ive developed this huge crush on jo koy recently. his smile is just absolutely amazing to me.
then i realized that its because it looks just like dane's. i always adored his smile more than anything.
is it normal to always be attracted to your ex boyfriends? i mean this in all seriousness. it makes sense to me. i mean, you wouldnt have been with them if they werent attractive to you so are you just supposed to convince yourself theyre ugly when its over? this is something that ive just been pondering lately because i dont know these things. ive only had one boyfriend before jake!
and i dont want anyone running to dane telling him im fucking like in love with him or anything, either. him and jade have obviously found something in one another that works for them if theyve made it this far and they dont need ex girlfriend drama to jeopardize that. i was just making an observation about old, old times. things have been so quiet between us all lately and thats exactly the way it needs to stay!
something else that ive been wondering is what the fuck do you do for valentines day? ive never had a boyfriend during this time of year and im royally baffled. ive always been such a relationship hater and convinced myself it was cheesy bullshit whenever it rolled around. i still think it is now but what if it means something to him? im a creative girl. i guess ill think of something.
i just dont know how ive made it this far with a boyfriend, haha. im clearly out of my element.
it was 8 months on monday.
then i realized that its because it looks just like dane's. i always adored his smile more than anything.
is it normal to always be attracted to your ex boyfriends? i mean this in all seriousness. it makes sense to me. i mean, you wouldnt have been with them if they werent attractive to you so are you just supposed to convince yourself theyre ugly when its over? this is something that ive just been pondering lately because i dont know these things. ive only had one boyfriend before jake!
and i dont want anyone running to dane telling him im fucking like in love with him or anything, either. him and jade have obviously found something in one another that works for them if theyve made it this far and they dont need ex girlfriend drama to jeopardize that. i was just making an observation about old, old times. things have been so quiet between us all lately and thats exactly the way it needs to stay!
something else that ive been wondering is what the fuck do you do for valentines day? ive never had a boyfriend during this time of year and im royally baffled. ive always been such a relationship hater and convinced myself it was cheesy bullshit whenever it rolled around. i still think it is now but what if it means something to him? im a creative girl. i guess ill think of something.
i just dont know how ive made it this far with a boyfriend, haha. im clearly out of my element.
it was 8 months on monday.