Nov 01, 2006 22:14
It's like this;
You're waiting to shit.
you're waiting to shit
and it hurts so much.
you're waiting to shit
and it hurts so much
that you can't believe how it feels.
knives crisscrossing you
and you know there will be
no respite.
none.
you can go to the can and sit there.
on the can.
blinded by searing pain, fire fingers
in your belly
just letting you know
they are there
because they can.
the two cats are standing off.
staring each other down
singing cat at each other.
nothing happening.
just like your shit.
clamped down inside of you.
waiting.
you think of it,
moist,
heat,
deep,
inside you.
The remnants of things you ate
things you put inside of you
as they become a part of you
spread into you
create you.
it hurts, and the force of it all.
DIS
RUPT
ion.
is blinding.
you open your eyes again and look around.
A RELEASE
you practically cum.
you think you are going to vomit but instead
you practically cum.
that is how love is.
10:10
11/1/6