dont read
I shut down and turned off
you reminded me yesterday
and this time, i recalled it in a different light
it was a simmering, seething
slow torment
necessary to relieve the sorrows i could never attend to
utter unfocus and hushed search for disguised destinations
attempting to defend the reasons
only confuses matters
NOW is what i need
a time to illuminate whats wrong under your discerning eye
the uncoiled truths might be hard to stomach, just bare with me
i never craved the attentions of concerned onlookers
and this I know
you cannot understand
a master at erecting temples of self-destruction,
i now demolish what obstructed my release of fury
you reminded me yesterday
and this time, i recalled it in a different light
it was a simmering, seething
slow torment
necessary to relieve the sorrows i could never attend to
utter unfocus and hushed search for disguised destinations
attempting to defend the reasons
only confuses matters
NOW is what i need
a time to illuminate whats wrong under your discerning eye
the uncoiled truths might be hard to stomach, just bare with me
i never craved the attentions of concerned onlookers
and this I know
you cannot understand
a master at erecting temples of self-destruction,
i now demolish what obstructed my release of fury