i woke up today and realized i have nothing to do
no urgent cases, no meetings i might be late for, no problems to be solved right here right now
an opportunity to do whatever i want
an opportunity to enjoy an ordinary day
and so i went to the kitchen and made myself some tea with lemon and sugar
and i listened to some tape i always had no time to listen to
and i felt so confused
i scratched my head, drew a sigh and proceeded to solve cases marked as "not-so-urgent"