Sep 19, 2013 16:03
Thesis Room again. Frank (the Dean) was supposed to come by and look at my prototype, but he hasn't. Probably for the best; the ink on my cards is all smeary. I have no idea whether my game is fun or even playable. Having a little bit of crisis of faith - it sucks being depressive and having so little control of whether I'm unreasonably optimistic or unreasonably pessimistic. It's hard keeping your own faith in yourself alive without clear feedback.
Feeling a bit frayed. Need some downtime. There's not THAT much to do, but it feels like a ton, partly because I'm never off for long, and partly because my home is crowded with my grandfather living there. I need more alone time. It's weird rediscovering my inner introvert.