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GOSH. i hate money. i hate how it determines EVERY SINGLE aspect of your life. there is NOTHING untouched by money. I JUST WANT TO TAKE A SMALL TRIP TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I CANT SEE SPENDING LESS THAN $500, when in a couples of months ill be oweing thousands and thousands of dollars, like $25,000 for college and housing and all that crap. i have $300 dollars in the bank, i owe $250 on my car, insurance is due in 10 days ($140) and i can't get to michigan without spending over $400. I work for 9 hours next week. im sorry what was that? i work for 9 hours next week. all week. 9 hours at 6.50 an hour, minus taxes and all that SHIT, its costing me more to go to work than anything else. Son of a BITCH.
my mom said she can get me a job making 10.00 an hour, so i might look into that. AAAAAh. i hate money. I HATE iT. i hate the idea of money. i hate it all. and the thing is, im so willing to work. i always am asking for more hours. my boss had a dream about me where there were a hundred julies all chasing him for more hours. i need the money. thousands and thousands and thousands of dollars in tuition. all becuase of fatass alex. he better be worth it.
aw, no he is.
this blows. so i wasnt born into the lucky gene club, and my mom had to do what she did, and i have to pay for it, literally,all the time. i really hate this. i hate people , like kids my age, who have jobs and blow every cent of their earnings on clothes, car upgrades, things like that because they dont need to save. and even if they do need to save, when the time comes their parents will just bail them out. i hate people who were born lucky.
money is the single most important concept to man. no one can ever deny it. thats just it.
i wish i could start my own culture where everything was my way. but it takes money to do something like that. ..