just another song

[orphensuccessor]

this is the compiling of all that ive gone through since being kicked/moving out

it all started with a lil help
hatred anger love and sweet serenity
little time to realize who i am and how i came to be
all i know is what i need and i cant even see
all you have to offer to me all u have to give
everytime i seem to care my heart gets blown away

i hate the way you look away
i hate the way you chose him
i hate the way you only say u think about me
i hate the way you always mention
i hate how i cant seem to be myself
i hate not being the one that is wanted
i hate being second and feeling so last

i just wanna hold u forever
i just wanna be with you forever and a day
i love you you are the one i dream about
i just know that i can be there for you
i just know that you mean to be there for me
tell me please tell me if u love me too...

comment on how crappy it is or if u acctually like it