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[orphananthem]

i havent written in my journal....
nothing really worth talking about..
ive been sad, upset, happy, ive cried, ive grieved, and ive felt sorry for others and myself..
I've lost friends..
ive gained a few..
ive patched up old wounds.. and tore some open
ive been busy some..
and lazy other times.
and the only reason i wake up everyday.. is because he loves me. and i dont want to let him down.

i miss reg..
i miss rudy..
i miss aaron.
i miss jimmy....
i miss kali..
i miss jesse..

the list goes on and on..