Heartfelt goodbye to yet another...
Well it's a lil late tonight, heh. I've had a lot on my mind these past couple of weeks. I've been so confused I don't even know what to do these days. I met yet another girl a few weeks ago, and we hit it off again. It really seems like I've had a lot of those doesn't it? Every single time I turn around, there's a new girl in my life. Tonight I just wanted to make one wish, one with the full power of my heart and soul. I wish that one girl would come into my life, and I could keep her. In the past 6 months I've had stupid short term flings, and I'm tired of those. I want one, serious and comitted, heartfelt relationship. I thought I'd find that in this new chick named Jamie that I'd met when I owned my Evo, but that's not happening. Things between her and I went great for a couple weeks, then last night we had a big fight, and well here I am today. I won't lie to the people that read this, if anyone does, but I do miss her a great deal. Living out here in Possum Kingdom is lonely, sorrowful, and depressing.
On a personal note before I sign off, I just want to state it here in my journal since it seems like the only thing that's steadfast. Jamie is incredible, not only physically but also with her personality. I do not want to forget how quickly she touched my heart and soul. I hope the memory lasts forever. This is my heartfelt goodbye to Jamie. I fought to keep this relationship (well lack of, long story) going. Last night, I just lost it entirely. As a reminder, Tom, you really loved this one and you tried your best. You gave it your all, but in the end, it wasn't you who quit. Your love kept you true, even in the worst of circumstances. Even as you write this, you still love her, and are praying that she calls soon. When she doesn't, you will be hurt, but you will move on.
Well sometimes things just aren't meant to be, no matter how much you want them to be. Goodnight Journal, Goodnight All.
On a personal note before I sign off, I just want to state it here in my journal since it seems like the only thing that's steadfast. Jamie is incredible, not only physically but also with her personality. I do not want to forget how quickly she touched my heart and soul. I hope the memory lasts forever. This is my heartfelt goodbye to Jamie. I fought to keep this relationship (well lack of, long story) going. Last night, I just lost it entirely. As a reminder, Tom, you really loved this one and you tried your best. You gave it your all, but in the end, it wasn't you who quit. Your love kept you true, even in the worst of circumstances. Even as you write this, you still love her, and are praying that she calls soon. When she doesn't, you will be hurt, but you will move on.
Well sometimes things just aren't meant to be, no matter how much you want them to be. Goodnight Journal, Goodnight All.