So, after much time and saving (sorta) and what not. I bought a car. I bought an '86 Mazda 323. A little economy car. It seemed pretty good when I was checking it out, but once I got it home I noticed a smell when I parked it. A smell like something burning, I thought maybe it was overheating but the temp. gauge doesn't register it being hot. It was suggested that it could be an oil leak, which would be alright, cause I don't think that is too hard (or expensive) to fix. You can even check out pictures of it
here if you are so inclined.
But I have a car finally, which feels good. It doesn't really make me any better of a person or anything, but it makes me feel better. It feels like one step closer to the life I want to have.