end of spring break
so this is it the last few hours of my senior spring break and while i cant say this was the most fun week i have ever had or the most exciting, i did have alot of fun and i also had a lot of time to think.
and i came to the conclusion taht im just as confused as i was maybe even more. i did some sigmund freud and figured out what my deal is. i really like my life like it is right now, i like knowing im going to be working with two of my best friends and we will get paid for making fun of people all day long, i like going to danielles house and having her mom go crazy on me because im not balancing my carbs and my protein, i like spending thanksgiving with the amirs and not to mention many drunken nights passed out on their couches and beds, i like going running with jen or having her do my makeup cuz im to much of a guy to do it myself, and even though i bitch and complain i like cramming into tanyas jelly bean car and cruising around even if we are just going to panera.
and while i like all this, i realized it has shit to do with me. everything is going to keep giong whether im here or not i just wish i could freeze everyone or shrink them and put them in my pocket. i dont want to go yet, im not scared to go im just to attached to go yet.
i havent even lived here two years and im leaving thats so lame. someone kidnap me ok?
and i came to the conclusion taht im just as confused as i was maybe even more. i did some sigmund freud and figured out what my deal is. i really like my life like it is right now, i like knowing im going to be working with two of my best friends and we will get paid for making fun of people all day long, i like going to danielles house and having her mom go crazy on me because im not balancing my carbs and my protein, i like spending thanksgiving with the amirs and not to mention many drunken nights passed out on their couches and beds, i like going running with jen or having her do my makeup cuz im to much of a guy to do it myself, and even though i bitch and complain i like cramming into tanyas jelly bean car and cruising around even if we are just going to panera.
and while i like all this, i realized it has shit to do with me. everything is going to keep giong whether im here or not i just wish i could freeze everyone or shrink them and put them in my pocket. i dont want to go yet, im not scared to go im just to attached to go yet.
i havent even lived here two years and im leaving thats so lame. someone kidnap me ok?