As I step away from some of my older hobbies, it looks like
kyūdō-the
Japanese martial art of archery-might be a new activity that arises
to take their place.
People who know me will realize that when I commit to an interest, I
dive into it with a unique intensity and dedication. Looking back, I’ve
had numerous interests which I pursued for years and sometimes decades,
such as
Tolkien fandom and fiction writing during my youth, or cycling
and meditation as an adult.
But every five or ten years, I step back and reevaluate my hobbies and
how they fit into my life. Often I can tell when a chapter of my life is
about to end because I feel that my interests aren’t helping me grow in
the direction I want to go in. It’s at those times that I’ll suddenly
walk away from things I’ve been devoted to for years, such as when I
left
my writers’ group after running it for more than a decade. At the
same time, I feel myself looking for what new interests might come along
to replace the old.
In the past year or two, I’ve set the groundwork for dropping two
time-consuming hobbies. I’ve already publicized that after fourteen
seasons, 2014 will be my last year riding in the
Pan-Massachusetts
Challenge, which will free up a lot of time I’d otherwise spend
fundraising. In addition, I will soon stop tracking my money using the
Where’s George website, after a ten-year run. These were great
activities, but it’s finally time to move on.
Knowing that this would free up time and energy, I started kicking
around ideas for what I might enjoy doing next: something I could get
involved with that would also appeal to the very different person I have
become.
And the first thing that seems to have arisen is
kyūdō.
Kyūdō is a meditative martial art devoted to the traditional Japanese
form of archery. It’s surprising that kyūdō is not widely known in the
US, because it is extremely popular in Japan, where archery and its
equipment are viewed as highly sacred. Kyūdō has been refined and
distilled into a highly reflective, meditative practice, as reflected in
the first western book on Japanese archery. Eugen Herrigel’s 1948
“Zen
in the Art of Archery” was wildly popular and was the first book to use
the now-popular moniker “Zen and the art of…”
So why have I been drawn to kyūdō? It’s hard to explain, but it boils
down to six attributes that appeal to me: it’s social, meditative,
physical, elegant, familiar, and Japanese.
Although the focus of the form of kyūdō is internal, participation and
instruction are offered in the context of a small, friendly martial arts
dojo of mixed ages and genders. This is imperative to me, since social
life and connection is revealing itself as the primary project of my
fifth decade of life.
I probably don’t need to belabor how kyūdō’s meditative focus
complements my longstanding contemplative practice. As a form of
meditation that involves a fair amount of movement, Kyūdō seems to
nicely fit in the gap between rather sedate walking meditation and
full-bore regular life.
For years, I’ve been looking for some technique for integrating physical
exertion and meditation, which initially led me toward an exploration of yoga.
However, being in a room filled with women in tight skinsuits-all
rolling around on the floor
in provocative positions-wasn’t
especially conducive to internal exploration. Kyūdō allows and
incorporates a focus on the body without the detrimental distractions.
However, like the asanas in yoga or the forms in tai chi, kyūdō is
strictly choreographed. And when control of the human body and its
motions is combined with the natural geometry of the bow, bowstring, and
arrow, kyūdō epitomizes elegance and grace: attributes that I strive to
embody.
And archery has always appealed to me. Even as a child, archery was my
favorite activity at summer camp, and over the years I became pretty
skilled at it. And in my medieval recreationist days I bought and used
a very powerful
English longbow, as well.
And for whatever reason, I seem to be in a phase where Japanese stuff is
interesting, so it fits into that, as well.
So as you can see, kyūdō actually complements my interests quite nicely.
Practices are both convenient and a bit of a stretch. During the winter,
they use an indoor aikido dojo in Union Square, which isn’t easily
reached by mass transit, but is manageable. And in the summer they’re
out in Lincoln, which would be really difficult, except that’s just one
town over from where I would be training during a regular weekend bike ride, so
I’ll probably combine the two.
I first started looking at
their website around Thanksgiving, and saw
that they were running a new student “first shot” training at MIT in
January. However, it filled up before I could sign up.
So two weeks ago I showed up at the dojo just to observe. Fortunately,
another new guy was there, and apparently we comprised enough interest
for them to schedule another first shot training the following week. So
I returned for a second visit and received instruction on most of the
form from Joyce and Randy, with the expectation that I’d get to perform
my first shots the next time.
This past weekend, I returned for part two of the training. Although the
other new guy wasn’t around, I received additional instruction from
Joyce, and then Don covered some more details before encouraging me to
step up and take my first shot.
To put that into perspective, in Japan new students often take weeks,
months, or sometimes years drilling the techniques before they’re
allowed to shoot. Due to Americans’ typical impatience, our school has
disposed of that, but it’s still a big milestone.
So I felt some anxiety as I stepped up and went through the
movements
and fired two arrows. When we move outside, we’ll fire at targets 28
meters away, but indoors we shoot at cardboard bales from a distance of
about ten feet. I managed to remember most of the steps, but forgot to
flip my right arm back upon my first release; I corrected it for the
second.
What was interesting to me was how intensely the body experienced it.
When I stepped away, my heart was racing and I was breathing heavily. I
think much of that is due to the selfconsciousness of taking my first
shot under the sensei’s gaze, combined with the physical stress of
drawing the bow and the loud thunk of the arrow striking the target.
Of course, I haven’t mastered anything as yet. It’s frustrating but
entirely predictable that some of the things I do wrong are common both
to kyūdō and cycling, such as tensing and hunching my shoulders. And I
also need to pay better attention to keeping my body facing
perpendicular to the target, rather than turning toward it.
But it was successful! I’d followed the forms
and properly fired and lodged my arrows into the target. So at least I’ve got the basics down.
Over time, I hope to embody some of the elegance that you can see in
some of the
YouTube videos or
Vimeo videos about kyūdō. And if I stick with it, perhaps
someday you’ll even get to see a photo of me in a
hakama!