flake flake flake
I was going to write a post about being happy in oneself instead of just trying to feel good by focussing on how much better you are than other people, but then I couldn't be assed and hamdrax summed it up very nicely:
03:21:42 hamdrax: what you are mistaking for happiness at this moment is being a smug twat
03:21:51 hamdrax: its okay its a very common mistake apparently
Anyway uh I know yesterday I said I'd get cracking on drawings I owe people today ... but, argh. I have a bunch of things I need to draw for people that I've accumulated over the last month but for now I think I'm just going to ... do my own thing on that front and not think about obligations at all, because knowing I have to do stuff is making me unnecessarily stressed right now. IT'S SILLY but it really really is. Spending time on drawing stuff was supposed to be my reward for finishing the script, so I'm going to take it easy for a little while and treat it like a reward rather than a responsibility x__x Sorry to the folks I've promised drawings to - they'll get done, I promise.
also tron I hate you
hate hate hate
I understand that I need to access data files for the greater good or something but I do not see why this necessitates I ride a motorbike through neon electric hell
Demyx I'm going to cut you
03:21:42 hamdrax: what you are mistaking for happiness at this moment is being a smug twat
03:21:51 hamdrax: its okay its a very common mistake apparently
Anyway uh I know yesterday I said I'd get cracking on drawings I owe people today ... but, argh. I have a bunch of things I need to draw for people that I've accumulated over the last month but for now I think I'm just going to ... do my own thing on that front and not think about obligations at all, because knowing I have to do stuff is making me unnecessarily stressed right now. IT'S SILLY but it really really is. Spending time on drawing stuff was supposed to be my reward for finishing the script, so I'm going to take it easy for a little while and treat it like a reward rather than a responsibility x__x Sorry to the folks I've promised drawings to - they'll get done, I promise.
also tron I hate you
hate hate hate
I understand that I need to access data files for the greater good or something but I do not see why this necessitates I ride a motorbike through neon electric hell
Demyx I'm going to cut you