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Neighbours have kittens AWW THEY ARE SO PRETTY. My hands are all scratched up aww <3
I finally got round to making any friends groups at all, so now people and comms are separated. Now I should perhaps ever actually be able to see anything anyone posts in their LJ without it being swamped by BRPS and ffrants. e_e I MIGHT EVER COMMENT ON PEOPLE'S POSTS. GASSSSP. *failfailfail*
I didn't draw today. Or haven't so far. Or something. I don't think I'm going to. I'm having one of those days where nothing I try to draw works. And then I can't go and do anything else because it feels all wrong to, if I haven't been able to draw, and then how much things irritate me is just amplified threefold - at the moment it's the radio on the edge of hearing in my brother's room. I don't know how he can sleep with it. It's really fucking annoying. I know he can probably hear the words rather than just the muffled wordless up-and-down speech-burbling, but bloody hell it's driving me up the wall. It's annoying me so much I want to cry. It's making my ear hurt. Which is stupid and obviously psychosomatic or something but ARGH it's still pissing me the fuck off.
And it never seems like there's any point to doing anything when I can't get drawing to work.
Fuck this. I'm going to go smash my brother's radio with a fucking hammer or something. SHUT THE FUCK UP.
I finally got round to making any friends groups at all, so now people and comms are separated. Now I should perhaps ever actually be able to see anything anyone posts in their LJ without it being swamped by BRPS and ffrants. e_e I MIGHT EVER COMMENT ON PEOPLE'S POSTS. GASSSSP. *failfailfail*
I didn't draw today. Or haven't so far. Or something. I don't think I'm going to. I'm having one of those days where nothing I try to draw works. And then I can't go and do anything else because it feels all wrong to, if I haven't been able to draw, and then how much things irritate me is just amplified threefold - at the moment it's the radio on the edge of hearing in my brother's room. I don't know how he can sleep with it. It's really fucking annoying. I know he can probably hear the words rather than just the muffled wordless up-and-down speech-burbling, but bloody hell it's driving me up the wall. It's annoying me so much I want to cry. It's making my ear hurt. Which is stupid and obviously psychosomatic or something but ARGH it's still pissing me the fuck off.
And it never seems like there's any point to doing anything when I can't get drawing to work.
Fuck this. I'm going to go smash my brother's radio with a fucking hammer or something. SHUT THE FUCK UP.