Do YOU feel Ok?
I want to go away..
to go first by train.. to Moscow..
then to Sheremetievo.. buy a ticket to some place.. I will choose it at the airport.. maybe a little earlier.. a faraway place.. and not to bother about a visa.. just To Buy A Ticket..
is it so complicated?
baai a tiiikit.. fly to the chosen place..
and..
I just thought.. well, I need a car.. to drive it now.. along the long highway (sounds.. well, it doesn't matter).. loud music.. night Moscow... the lights.. high speed.. somebody at the front seat?.. no.. I don't see anybody here..
well, maybe not in Moscow, after all.. it's too dangerous.. at high speed..
and maybe not alone, after all.. but I need a car..
Hey! D'you remember.. she told us there's a club not far away.. where they teach some martial art?..
I want to go. I do want to go!
I have free time now.. And I need this drill!
Money? Again money? Why everything in this world depends On Money??..
You toss about.. toss about. you slump into depression.. you don't know what to do. (aand.. what's worse.. don't want to do anything.. you're not full of beans at all. as you used to be..)
because.. just because.. well, nothing.
Life still goes on..