Aug 08, 2008 18:52
I hate Redondo Beach. I hate it. And I want to go baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack. Seriously.
There's nothing to do here but just whine and complain. Wait---That's a song lyric. But it's also true. Sad.
If it's not enough that you feel like a failure in life, to hear someone say something along the lines of "You know you're a hopeless, uneducated, good-for-nothing loser who would be nothing without your parents" is pretty much what they mean when they say "Kicking someone while they're down." I'm not into it. Excuse me for resenting it to the point of retorting and not wanting to talk to you, you inconsiderate bitch.
Not to mention that electronics have become the center of my life. TV computer phone. TV because I hate everyone but my little brothers. Computer because I have shit to do so I can get out of this shithole. Thank you. Phone because people I actually want to talk to have phone numbers. When you live by the beach and want to leave very badly, is something wrong with you?
I don't exactly hate everyone...Just moderately despise. Yesterday sucked and hurt me because I made dinner. I made fucking INDIAN FOOD, man. And set the table. I even had a dessert. And no one ate it but my brother and I. That hurt. So I already decided not to cook for them anymore. And I love cooking. I watch the Food Network, for god sakes.
I hate trying and getting nothing back. It's not fair. A nice part-time job that consists of me not being here would be great.
It wouldn't be fair to say that I hate everyone but my little brothers. I don't hate my dad. He actually tries with me these days, but ends up taking my mom's side because he lacks a spine when it comes to her. I can't completely blame him. But my brother's being an asshole in that he will always side with my grandmother and her completely bitchiness. He probably wants the house.