There's this feeling.
I have this feeling of complete awe and joy right now. I have no clue how he manages this, but he does. Like, the numb, aching feeling I had earlier from all my doubt has somehow disaparated. I don't get it either. But it happened. And that's the weirdest thing. No one has ever really been able to change my mind. And it's not like he does anything out of the ordinary or not cliched in the make-you-feel-better department. But it does the trick. It's most likely the sincerity of everything he says to me. I feel so foolish for believing everything he says...But love renders you unethical sometimes. And there can't be love without the so-called unethicalness, I guess. Or maybe that's only true for me. I don't know. I'm happy, though. For the first time in a while, I'm genuinely over the moon happy right now. And it's all his fault.
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