May 01, 2005 00:18
i just want someone to like me as more than a friend. im getting tired of hearing friends' stories about how they made out with so-and-so and whatever else they did, especially when they're not even going out with that person. i complain about it a lot, but i just can't stop thinking about it. i guess im jealous. yea..i am. im worried that i'll never have a boyfriend, or i'll never have a first kiss. yea..i havent kissed anyone. i wish i did though, and it's not going to stop bothering me.