losing touch

[orlijah]

i have never felt so alone in my life. i think my best friend hates me at this point. i think i'd be better off dead then feeling so alone, and so abandoned. i am my own person, but without my best friend there the whole way - i'll never make it a quarter of a mile.

All i can say is: Don't wander through this glassy surface/expecting to find more than me/'cause what am i without a purpose/but a lone mirage to see...