Dec 07, 2005 22:07
ok i think i just have some serious issues to figure out
i believe i am happy.. but then again.. i feel its just a cover up..like that ive been just trying to hide depression
i kno pple have problems that are a hundred times worse but eff that yea you got problems.. but i do have problems and if you think they are two minor to think about then what ever
i really with there was someone out there that i can talk to and just vent like everything... and tell them what ive done to myself... and not get critisized by them
i think i might talk to kristie or liz when i go upnorth.. cuz for osme weird reason they seem to be the only ones who really listen
well natasha and court do too.. cuz im sure they kno what im talking about right now..if they were to read this..
but what ever im sure if you are reading this.. youre prob thinking "oh please shes just a fucking idiot who has no right to be mad even if its something as pety as nothing ever going eright" youre prob telling me to suck it up// which i should do.. but right now i cant ..
IGNORE THIS
i just need to vent a whole lot
i hate when i really really like someone and they dont give one thought about me
or maybbe he does