I'm so scared!!!

[orli4me]

Well people i'm not leaving until Sunday now...because my dad doesn't want to get a hotel down there and take a chance on shit getting stolen out of our cars...i'm taking a tv, dvd/vhs thingy,a fridge....which will all be in plain view 'cause we are probably gonna take the truck without the cover on it...so yea i get to get up SO fucking early on

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((crying more than you think))

[caribbean_crazy]

I've been here in Morgantown and still feel alone. I have 2 friends. My roommate is never here. My suite mates are rude, and they always have boys in the room. Everyone here has a cell phone, I am getting one soon. I hope your plan extends to WV. Josh's does, that makes me smile some. I miss him, and hate to mention it, but I miss everyone there. I AM alone here. No one from Lynchburg is here, and my dad left too early. I wish that he had stayed another night. I'm not ready to be here alone. I need some familiar faces, faced to be with me so that I can get to know the city, not alone. I ended up walking the campus alone today and finding all my classes alone. I hate it. I want to come home. I like the campus, but being here alone, knowing that no one else from Lynchburg is here is scary. At least you have someone... Will. All I have is pictures, and they are becoming torture to look at. I know that I will have fun here, but it's very difficult at the moment. I thought that I really hated my dad but when he said goodbye, that had to be the most difficult moment in my life. It was bad enough with say bye to Josh, PAINFUL. I'm not scared, I'm terrified. I feel miserable. I, in a way, want to fail, so that I can come home. Change my major. Do something so basic that I could work anywhere in Lynchburg. What I hate the most, is that tomorrow is Sunday, and I'm not going to church. I don't have one to attend. I can't find any churches that are easy to get to. Everything is far from the campus. Except all the places to eat. I'd rather be working just so that something would be the same. Sad as it may sound, I want to be back in high school. I'm trying to figure out how out-of-the-country kids do this. I need a cell so that I can have some kind of connection with others. My land line doesn't work-- like I can't call anyone. I also have to set up a bank account here, and I have very limited money, I don't have a debit card yet. Sorry that this is so long, maybe this should be a post not a comment.