Abandoned

[orlandosgirl29]

So i recently foudn out that my grandfather is very ill and doesnt have much time left, he is my mothers father. i have i VERY strong bond with my mother, so i have basically been her "crying shoulder" in turn she has bee nmine, well this mornign she said that tonight just me and her would sit down together and watch a movie, i was very excited about this "quality time" its been awhile since i have had that with my mom. So i took a small hour nap today and woke up it was 7;00 pm and i decided to go ask my mom what movie she wanted to watch, *although i kind of already knew*...Well she was gone. While i was sleeping she decided that it would be so much cooler to go and spend time with my older isster whom she is ALWAYS with, even though i have been the one by her side through all the hard things.i called her to see if she was goign to be home soon enough to watch the movie and she said "i dont know, im going to see whats going on and then maybe i wil lcome home" andi was trying to stifle cries. then she said "your only calling me to make me feel like crap" and isaid calmy "Mom, how do you think i feel right now?" and all she said was "I dont want to talk about this right now i will tlak to you later goodbye" and hung up... needless to say i feel totally abandoned and i know i soudn like a selfish bitch or your tihnking "Well maybe your mom just wants to be with some one elese" or some crap... honestly i dont think thats it. I dont expect responses to this becuse its a hard thing to respond to, but if you do read it and you do feel some kind of empathy/sympathy and would just like to leave a reply saying some thing like "Sorry about tht, i hope it gets better" thats totally kool im not loking for advice really im just looking to vent and feel understood

Thanks All My Friends
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Catie :D