good times and fucked up times
so today i was supposed to hang out iwth casey after school. but her brother was home and shit and she said she was gonna sleep til i found something to do. and we didnt do shit til about 630. and at 630 sitting at jacobs with ronnie they wanted to go to Mission to skate til 10. so not even thinking i was like "ok let's go" so we went, good time cuz i haven't skated in a loong ass time. and realized i never called casey back. and knew it was fucked up. so i try callin her at 1030 when i get home and she's pissed. she hung up on me i thought but she said she lost service. man i just keep fucking up shit in my life. these past 3 months or so has been soem fucked up shit and mostly cuz it's always my fault doing stupid shit and making stupid decisions. im sorry casey, hopefully you'll want me to come over after work tomarrow ngiht if you read this. (yes i got my job back). i hate myself. . .