Heartbreaker....

[orlandopokey]

Someone onece told me that I was a player....I am starting to think that they were right! I once again broke the heart of a guy who cared about me and was kind enough to let me into their life. So one again I find myself alone, and I bet there are quite a few I told you so's out there right now. What more can I say.....I am cursed to wander this

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Edonia You're A Very Fun Person And Super Fun To Be Around

[namelessheart]

I think me and you had a good small chat not long ago before your laptop started to die. Sorry that you didn't have your plug dear. In all honesty I think a good friendship like we once had was very nice. Right now I hold no grudges at all and find it very easy to talk to you as a friend. I think the thing about serious relationships is when you have lots of distance between you it becomes super hard and very easy to become fustrated. The lack of attention and effection for me was super hard to deal with. The odds stood against us for the relationship to survive. I talked to Kat about it and she agreed with me. I don't want you to feel like it was your fualt because it wasn't. I have taken steps to attempt to move on even though my heart feels damaged but I know I'll get through this.

I think this is harder for you to handle or deal with and I know you would like a little break to help you to be able to find strength to move on in life. I won't call you okay buddy until you feel ready to hear my voice again. I won't IM you until you IM me first. But in all fairness we're still friends and I would like for us to at least be able to stay in touch with each other through e-mails.