Jan 31, 2005 20:47
have you ever looked at someone and wished that you had their life?
I don't know why I was thinking about this, but hey, I was.
My cousin is seemingly perfect. She is married to her high school sweetheart, she's working towards a great job, she lives in a beautiful house in California....it seems like she has everything. She's always been the beautiful, funny, sweet one. She's got gorgeous hair, a great figure, an awesome smile....she's just amazing.
I've looked up to her since I was little *she's now....25 or 26 I think*
But I wish I could be her sometimes.
Meh, I dunno.
Still pretty tired. I've been having knee problems for the past couple days, so it hasn't been the most fun but I'll deal with it. That's what Tylenol and ice packs are for.
Bussed my ass home today cuz I didn't feel like waiting around for 2 hours at school. There are times when I don't mind the bus, but today was not one of them.
First of all, I'm carrying my usual 40 zillion pound backpack. Plus today, I was carrying my camera bag, and a Seven Eleven bag full of ethics textbooks. Add to that the fact that I'm a bit unsteady balance wise due to my knee giving out at inoppurtune times.
So, I get on the bus, which is pretty crowded but there's a seat beside this elderly Chinese lady. She watches me get on, hobbling a bit....AND THEN MOVES OVER SO SHE IS SITTING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE TWO SEATS.
Okay, I decided to give her the benefit of the doubt, and kindly and politely asked her if I could sit beside her. She just looks at me and then looks away. I had heard her speaking perfect English to another lady, so I'm pretty sure she understood me.
I asked her again just in case she hadn't heard me. She looks at me and says "No, you don't deserve a seat, you can stand."
There was no way I could stand on the bus all the way from Special K to Steveston High, so this was not good at all.
However, I wasn't in the mood for a fight *for once* so I dropped it and went to brace myself against one of the poles.
Luckily another gentleman saw me wobbling after a minute, and let me sit in his seat. I thanked him profusely.
Stupid bus bitch.
Been being a bad person and reading the livejournals of people I don't like....probably not a good idea cuz it just makes me dislike them even more cuz they're whining and bitching about stupid stuff and trying to get attention.
Not that I don't whine and bitch of course, but everyone does. It just gets to be overkill when it's every single day.
Got some good stories on the go for the paper. It might be illegal to cancel a scheduled reading break, so I plan on checking that out. Yay torturing administration.
I don't have classes tomorrow so I'm going to pound through all my stories so I don't have to worry as much on Wednesday.
Anyway, this has gone on long enough, so I bid you all adieu for now.