May 20, 2009 22:51
There you go changing my plans again
There you go shifting my sands again
For reasons I don't understand again
Lately I don't have a clue
Just when I start liking what I see
There you go changing my scenery
I never know where you're taking me
But I'm trying just to follow you
It's out of my hands
It's out of my reach
It's over my head
And it's out of my league
There's too many things
That I don't understand
So it's into your will
And it's out of my hands.....
I don't know where I'm going or what I'm doing. I'm sure this is not really a good time to be deciding those things. But regardless, I still wonder... Every day my feelings alternate between a glad acceptance of my present situation and a strange desire for something different. And then when I think about all that is changing - a good friend moving away, more good friends becoming parents - it leaves me feeling rather lost.
Where do I fit in? I am not a family. I am not married. I am not a college student. I am somewhere in between, caught in a no-man's-land with no category to call my own, save the catch-all "single".
But I am a child of God. And that is more than enough.
Whatever sort of life lies ahead, I know I am His.
There you go healing these scars again
Showing me right where you are again
I'm helpless, and that's where I start again
I'm giving it all up to you
Move me, make me
Choose me, change me
Send me, shake me
Find me, remind me
The past is behind me
Take it all away
Take it all from me, I pray
It's out of my hands
It's out of my reach
It's over my head
And it's out of my league
There's too many things
That I don't understand
So it's into your will
And it's out of my hands.....