ONESHOT-Makes Revolution [Takanori/Gackt, Takanori/Tetsu]
Title: Makes Revolution
Author: Savannah(orishimeinoue )
Movie Adapted: Brüno (2009)
Genre: Angst, Comedy, Romance
Characters/Pairings: Takanori/Gackt (in the begining), Takanori/Tetsu
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4,232
Warnings: m/m sex, some swearing
Notes/Credits: This was a bit hard to wright, but I did it!
Disclaimer: I own nothing =_=
I walk down the crowded streets of Vienna, the coolest city in Austria, with my head held high, not afraid to strut my stuff in front of all the onlookers. After all, I am the Takanori, Austria's greatest fashion journalist!! Everyone knows my name, and they all worship the ground I walk on. Everyone watches my show, Takanori Nishikawa's All Night Vienna. These commoners, they stare in awe as I pass them by. They know that I am above them, and that's why they don't approach me, they just stare. I have no time for them to bask in my glory today, however, as I am late for a fashion show that will be attended by all of the most important people in the world, like me. I push two women out of my way as I quicken my pace, not wanting to be late. They utter loud exclamations; they must be stunned at my amazing looks! Too bad I'm too good for these pathetic creatures called women. Oh, how they must wish that I was straight! I pity them.
"Where is my assistant?" I hiss in annoyance as I draw nearer to my destination. That fool was always messing things up for me. If he wasn't so damn sexy, I'd kick him to the curb in a split second. Mmmh, was he delicious, though. I fell in love with him nine years ago, and I've fucked him every night ever since then. Damn, we make such a good couple together, we're both extremely talented in bed (although I have to admit...I'm better than him). I really want to shove a big purple dildo up his ass right now--Oh my god!!
A car swerves in front of me, just barely missing me. I gasp and jump back, tripping over the curb and falling right on my stinker. "Stupid fool! You could have damaged my perfect body! And these clothes! You owe me €220! Oh! My thigh, my beautiful thigh! There's a scratch! You're going to pay for this, you-"
"Shut up, you butt pirate!!" The man in the ugly, dingy car that almost hit me gives me the middle finger and races off, yelling "Fag!" behind him. My jaw slackens and hangs open;I can't believe his insolence!! No one has ever delivered such an insult to the miraculous me! He is just jealous because he knows he can't have me! Huffing, I brush myself off and dash forward, certain that I will be late now. Oh well. For the amazing Takanori, it is okay to be late. After all, I am the most gorgeous man on the face of the Earth!!
I finally reach my destination, gasping for breath as I lean against a fence. I fix my hair and smooth my hands over myself, making sure that nothing is astray. Once I am sure that everything about me is as perfect as always, I strut into the big white building, putting my nose up so high that I can't see a thing. Oh well, who needs sight? I'm sure that with my awesomeness, I can make it into the seating area without seeing, and besides, these lowly commoners need to know that I am better than them!
I swing my hips as I walk, sure that I'll catch every guy's eye. I'm so irresistible, but too bad for them, they can't have me. I must look so good, so delicious. My thighs peek provocatively out from my super short, skin tight, black velvet shorts, my legs look absolutely stunning in the six-and -a-half inch, red hooker heels I'm wearing. My red and black jacket is only buttoned up halfway, so you can view my smooth, hair-free chest. My soft brown hair is artfully flipped out on one side, and my skin is pore-less and white, like perfect porcelain. If I wasn't me, I would so want to just grab me and fuck me right now. You know what? Even though I am me, I still want to fuck my flawless self right now. God dammit, where is my assistant when I need him??
Before I even realize it, I collide with something and fall straight onto my butt. I hiss in annoyance at falling for the second time today, immediately seeking out the cause for such a horrible occurrence. It is an unnaturally skinny, unnaturally blonde...creature that got in my way. She is on the floor too, half of her beneath me. I glare daggers at her and she shrinks beneath me. That's right, woman, be afraid.
"Do you realize what you've done? Look at me, look at how beautiful I am! You could have marred my exquisite beauty! And what are you doing loafing around? Aren't you supposed to be in this show? Get up and get to work!!" I huff in annoyance at the girl, getting up and dusting myself off.
She doesn't seem to hear me, though, as she continues to stare at a point next to my head. My blood starts to boil over her insolence, until she lets out a dazed "Beautiful". I puff my chest out in pride at that, starting to like the girl more now. "Why yes, I have to admit, I am quite beautiful." I flip my hair and pose like a supermodel, showing off my best angle.
"No, not you, you douchebag. I'm talking about the guy behind you." She stares at me with a clearly annoyed look, and that coupled with her previous statement are just too much for me to take. I draw back my arm, ready to hit the girl, when I am stopped by a strong, familiar grip on my wrist.
"Gackt!!" I squeal, turning around and launching myself at him within half a second. I kissed him happily, squeezing him as hard as I could. "Where were you? I was so lonely without you~" I put my best pouty face on, the one that makes him crumble in my fingers. Anything I want, he will definitely give to me, and right now...I want him!
"I had to take care of some paperwork for your show baby, you know that. But I did miss you terribly!" He runs his hands through my hair and I lean into the touch, happy to have him back by my side. I press him harder against me, grinding my hips into him, nibbling his ear just the way he likes. He whimpers needily as I suck on his neck, tilting his head to give me better access. Our hands are all over each other, our breathing is already starting to increase in speed.
"Taka...it's not right...in public...people...could see...nnh!" His breath comes short as I plunge my hand into his pants and grab his already hardening cock.
"There's nothing wrong with a little public love" I growl into his ear, my hot breath making him shiver. I pull my dick out into the cool air and stroke it along with his, taking his lips in a heated kiss. I push him back, never breaking the kiss, as I try to find a wall to take him against. Unfortunately, what I had taken to be a wall was actually a flimsy whit sheet over a doorway, and as I pushed him harshly against it, we both fell through onto the floor on the other side.
I fall ungracefully, uttering a loud "gwah!" and conking my head on the floor as I landed. As I raise my head, I feel Gackt's body tense beneath mine. I blink my eyes fast, trying to figure out why there are so many flashing lights...kind of like the flash of a camera......
"Oh shit! Shit shit shit shit!" I curse under my breath, realizing that those were in fact camera flashes. We had fallen right onto the runway, and now we are in plain view of everybody in attendance, and I have my dick out. Shit! Knowing that the cameras were taking pictures of me and Gackt, I decide to make the situation work. I pull him and myself up, and begin to do sexy poses, leaning against him. They had already seen us, so I might as well play it off, right? I blow a kiss at the cameras, just as I am being pulled away by my wrist. Gackt takes off at a run, and I am dragged behind against my will. Finally he stops, at the main entrance. He grabs my dick and stuffs it back into my shorts, turning away with an exasperated expression.
"What's the matter, baby? It's no big deal really, just some publicity! There's no such thing as bad publicity!" I reach out to touch his shoulder, but he jerks away from me, whipping around to face me with an angered expression.
"No big deal?? No such thing as bad publicity? Oh yes, there is bad publicity, and it's what we're going to get from this! I can't believe you're being so calm about this, you've ruined me! You know what, Takanori? Got to Hell. I was cheating on you, anyway. I never want to see your face again!" And with that, Gackt runs away, leaving me behind with a shocked expression on my face and a broken heart. I slide down the nearest wall, crying into my arms. What had I done?
-----------10 days later-----------
I am without a home, without friends, without a job. Because of the small incident ten days ago, no one will acknowledge me. I was fired, my ex-boyfriend kicked me out of our apartment, and now I can't even get into any parties. It's as if the name "Takanori" has been erased from everyone's mind; no one will acknowledge me, I have no choice now. I have to go to the United States and become famous!
Dragging what little things that I have left- five suitcases full of clothes, I make my way to the airport. I am feeling pretty optimistic about my new life, when a car rushes through a puddle, completely soaking me through. I sit down on the curb and cry, knowing that the world has given up on me.
"Don't cry, Taka, you're not alone, you have me! Together, we'll go to the U.S. and make you a star!!" The unfamiliar voice shocks me and I look up, trying to find the source of the voice.
"God? Is that you??" I question, looking up at the dark night sky.
"No Takanori, look behind you, it's me!" I eagerly turn in the direction of the voice, wondering which of my sexy fans has come to my rescue, and come face to face with a complete stranger. Not only that, but he is most definitely not the sexy prince I hoped for. His fluffy brown hair blows in front of his baby face, and he looks utterly ridiculous in the big pink sweater he has on, not to mention the plaid pants and white platform shoes he's wearing with it. I sigh in dismay, but hey, I need help right now, I can look for a sexy lover in America.
"Fine, you can come along with me, if you agree to follow all of my orders and not bother me. Who are you, anyway?" I ask him, wondering why someone would help me when everyone else had forsaken me.
"Yes, I'll do everything for you! I want to help you because I love you, because I'm your biggest fan!! Oh, my name's Tetsu, by the way." His exuberant answer makes me feel a little better, so I pat him on the back and command him to pull my suitcases and buy us tickets to America.
------2 days later------
"Ah, finally in Hollywood! Watch out America, here comes your next big star!" I stand in the middle of a crowded sidewalk with my arms spread out and my head tilted back, basking in the glorious sun.
"Hey, move it, rainbow boy!!" A stranger calls, making an obscene gesture at me as he passes. I point my noise into the air and ignore him, knowing that he's just jealous of my gorgeous self. We can't all be as beautiful as me, he should know that. Tetsu runs up behind me, huffing and puffing.
"Takanori! I did it! I got you a meeting with a big broadcasting station to make a show!! You'll be a star in no time!" He grabs my hand and drags me behind him as he runs into a tall, official-looking building. We enter a room on the fourteenth floor where an old man in a suit sits behind a big oak desk. I sit in a chair in front of him, giving him my best smile that always wins everyone over.
"I have a bad feeling about this already. However, I'm sort of interested in seeing what your personality is like. I can see that you like to dress very brightly and outlandishly. What would you say are your talents?"
"Well, I'm good at dressing well, as you can see. Also, I'm good at looking beautiful, fucking men, and sucking dicks. Obviously, I am perfect star material." I sit up straight in my chair, sure that my answer will please him. After all, the best way to get somewhere in this world is to "show a little leg", is it not??
"Well ummm......I don't think I feel very comfortable at the moment. Could you please leave...and not come back?" His face pales as he staggers out of his chair, meaning to walk away. I get up and grab him, holding him in place.
"Tetsu, leave us alone for a moment so I can do some err...negotiating." The door clicks shut, and I immediately rip my shirt off, rubbing myself against the old man.
"Please say you'll give me a chance, I'll do anything~ My show will be awesome! It will be starring me, of course, and it will be a talk show about sex and men! What do you say, you stud?" I hook my leg over his hip, purring seductively into his ear. Everything seems to be going just my way, when I am roughly pushed aside. The old man runs out into the hallway, screaming "That guy's a queer! A queer! Watch out!!"
I run out of the building, sobbing. What can I do to make people love me? It should be so easy, it always has! It seems that the world hates me now, and I don't know what to do. I keep running for as long as I can, and then I walk, slouching dejectedly.
The moon is high in the sky before I begin to get tired. I don't even know where I am, and I know that I can't keep on like this for long. I look around me, and find a restaurant and a gas station. The restaurant isn't my first choice, but hey, I have nowhere else to go. Inside, the artificial lighting is bright yellow, hurting my eyes. There's only frumpy people in here, so I sit at a big table right in the middle, to be the center of attention. Certainly all these people are jealous of my beauty, and that makes me feel a little bit better.
It's been years since I've felt so crappy, and without realizing it, somehow my whole table has become filled up with food. I am wolfing everything down, without even remembering when I ordered it all. I feel like I'm going to puke, but being full on the inside helps to fill the hole in my heart, at least temporarily. Everyone in the restaurant is staring at me with wide eyes, but I don't care. I am Takanori, and I can eat as much as I want to! Ah- when did I start crying? Noticing the tears trickling down the sides of my face seems to break something inside of me, and all of my emotions are suddenly unleashed by my heaving sobs. I slam my head down on the table, not wanting anyone to see me cry.
My life, how has it become like this? What did I do to deserve all of this? My cries crescendo, I know that people at the gas station can probably hear me, but I can't stop, not when I am all alone like this. I hear someone approaching me, probably someone coming to kick me out, when all of a sudden, I am embraced from behind. I don't even know who it is, but at such a low time, I will take any comfort given to me. I turn around and embrace the warm person, hiding my face in their neck. My sobs start to quiet, and before long, they stop. I look up to see the face of the person comforting me, and it's...Tetsu.
"Tetsu...?" I gasp, my eyes almost popping out of my head. How did he find me? Why did he find me? His hand comes up to caress my cheek, wiping away the last of my tears. I feel my face flush, and in my heart, there's a strange fuzzy feeling, something I've never felt before. It's a weird feeling, but...I think I like it. I smile up at Tetsu, and take his hand in mine. "Let's go back to the hotel, together." I whisper, kissing his hand with a seductive smile. This will be a night that Tetsu will never forget~
--------The next morning--------
I wake up with the sun in my eyes and a huge headache. I groan and roll over in bed, only to come face to face with a naked Tetsu. I scream and flail my arms in surprise, falling right off the side of the bed. Shit! I look down at myself and realize that I am naked too. Oh, what have I done?? Tetsu peers over the side of the bed, rubbing the sleep from his eyes and smiling down at me. Oh God, I think I'm going to puke!
"Hey, Darling. How did you sleep?" Tetsu's perky voice makes me shiver as I wrap a blanket around me and stand up. I turn away and slam my hand on my forehead, not knowing what to do. "Taka? What's wrong?" Tetsu comes up behind me and gently caresses my shoulder, and that is just too much for me, I snap.
"Don't touch me, Tetsu! I am not your darling, you are nothing to me! I was just blinded by sadness and food!!" My outburst makes Tetsu recoil, his wide eyes filling with tears. I instantly feel bad for saying that, but it cannot be taken back now, and he needs to know that there is nothing between us. He shakes his head in sadness as he quickly pulls on his clothes, retreating to the door.
"You are a cold, cold person, Takanori. I gave so much to you, but you won't accept me, not even when I love you so much. I have been with you through this hard time, and now without me, you will see that you are truly alone. Goodbye, Takanori." Tetsu wipes away the few tears that gathered in his eyes as he turns his back on me and walks out of my life. I feel something...loss, I think, but it's different than when I lost Gackt. It feels...more hurtful, somehow. Did I do something wrong?Oh well, I don't need Tetsu, I don't need anyone. I came here to become a celebrity, and that's exactly what I'll do, all on my own.
I put on a stunning outfit; purple short-shorts, a skimpy purple vest-top, and knee-high high-heeled boots, and am ready to go, when I add a long coat as a last adjustment. If I take off my coat in a sexy way, it will draw even more attention to me than if I just wore my outfit! with my voice and my body, I'll be a star in no time!!
I pick a perfect spot-right in the middle of a large, crowded walking space, and begin to sing as loud as I can. Within seconds, a crowd has gathered. With the growing attention, my voice grows more and more powerful, and I become more sure of myself. I've got them, now I just have to turn up the intensity! I start to sway to the beat of my song, moving my arms as I sing. Now! I rip off my long coat, revealing my outfit and swinging my hips as I tilt my head back.
Everyone watching me gasps, and I think that I have them in the palm of my hand. However, they don't like me as much as I thought they would. Wit the revealing of my outfit and my dancing, they seem to be horrified. Ladies turn away in horror and grab the crosses on their necks, and men shout out slanderous names to me. "Homosexuals rot in Hell!" The chant is taken up, it seems that many people here are against homosexuals. How come I didn't notice the church I am standing in front of, before? And how come I never noticed the people standing in front of it with rude signs directed at people like me?? Their chanting gets to me, I grab my coat and run away as fast as I can, trying to get away from the more persistent ones that are coming after me.
I finally manage to get away, but that small victory is ended when I trip and knock over a whole produce stand, scattering vegetables everywhere.I groan, bursting out into tears. Why is nothing going my way? All I want is to be famous, why is it so hard for me?
I look up and see a huge poster of Justin Bieber. Damn that kid! People only like him because they think he's straight, when he's obviously-That's it! The secret to getting famous is to be straight! And you don't even have to really be straight, you just have to pretend! I know for sure that I can make it now!
--------two months later--------
I am famous! The day that I decided to become "straight", I changed my clothes and went to the office of a big record label, and they signed me! I formed the band Abingdon Boys School, and together with my new bandmates, I made our first single, which was instantly popular. We continued to put out more singles, which were also extremely popular. We've just started on a huge tour around America, opening for Justin Bieber. I still hated that kid, but he's the one that gave my my idea, and now he's giving me more fans, so I guess he's okay for now.
Sitting in front of a large mirror, I check myself over, making sure that I look one hundred percent straight. I don't look nearly as good as I used to now that I'm "straight", but it's okay, as long as I'm famous. Taking a deep breath, I head out onto the huge stage, smiling brightly at the audience!
"Hey! Are you guys ready to rock with us straight guys?!" I yell, smiling my best smile. The audience screams, head over heals for me. I laugh and begin to speak again, when I am interrupted by a loud "You're gay!" I gasp and immediately scan the audience, narrowing my eyes. "Who is it? Who dares call Takanori Nishikawa gay?" I yell, getting extremely mad.
"I did!" I look towards the direction of the voice and see......Tetsu. He is struggling towards the stage, trying to climb up. The security guards try to stop him, to no avail. Within seconds, he is standing right in front of me. "You're gay. Face it, Taka. I love you and you love me." He reaches out to gently caress my cheek, and I can't stop myself from jumping into his arms. I had noticed how much I missed Tetsu, but until now, I just pushed my feelings to the side. But he's right. He's one hundred percent right, I am gay, and I love him. I grab Tetsu's face and kiss him passionately, not caring as the crowd screams in horror, not even when they begin to throw things at us. I have been reunited with the one that I love, and that's all that matters to me now.
--------One year later--------
My life is absolutely amazing, I can't ask for anything more. I have the love of my life, Tetsu, by my side, and we have mind-blowing sex every night. If that weren't enough, now I am extremely famous, known around the world. My reunion with Tetsu spread all over the internet, making news headlines worldwide. With that, I started making my own music, the real music that I wanted to make I have my own solo project now, Takanori Makes Revolution, also known as T.M. Revolution. I am outright about my homosexuality, and I sing, dance, and dress however I want. It seems that you don't have to be straight to be famous, after all. My music has become popular all around the world, and I am busy with endless tours. I love all of my fans, they are amazing. With Tetsu by my side, I will spread the word that homosexuality is okay. I know that no matter what, as long as I have Tetsu, I can do anything.
Author: Savannah(orishimeinoue )
Movie Adapted: Brüno (2009)
Genre: Angst, Comedy, Romance
Characters/Pairings: Takanori/Gackt (in the begining), Takanori/Tetsu
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4,232
Warnings: m/m sex, some swearing
Notes/Credits: This was a bit hard to wright, but I did it!
Disclaimer: I own nothing =_=
I walk down the crowded streets of Vienna, the coolest city in Austria, with my head held high, not afraid to strut my stuff in front of all the onlookers. After all, I am the Takanori, Austria's greatest fashion journalist!! Everyone knows my name, and they all worship the ground I walk on. Everyone watches my show, Takanori Nishikawa's All Night Vienna. These commoners, they stare in awe as I pass them by. They know that I am above them, and that's why they don't approach me, they just stare. I have no time for them to bask in my glory today, however, as I am late for a fashion show that will be attended by all of the most important people in the world, like me. I push two women out of my way as I quicken my pace, not wanting to be late. They utter loud exclamations; they must be stunned at my amazing looks! Too bad I'm too good for these pathetic creatures called women. Oh, how they must wish that I was straight! I pity them.
"Where is my assistant?" I hiss in annoyance as I draw nearer to my destination. That fool was always messing things up for me. If he wasn't so damn sexy, I'd kick him to the curb in a split second. Mmmh, was he delicious, though. I fell in love with him nine years ago, and I've fucked him every night ever since then. Damn, we make such a good couple together, we're both extremely talented in bed (although I have to admit...I'm better than him). I really want to shove a big purple dildo up his ass right now--Oh my god!!
A car swerves in front of me, just barely missing me. I gasp and jump back, tripping over the curb and falling right on my stinker. "Stupid fool! You could have damaged my perfect body! And these clothes! You owe me €220! Oh! My thigh, my beautiful thigh! There's a scratch! You're going to pay for this, you-"
"Shut up, you butt pirate!!" The man in the ugly, dingy car that almost hit me gives me the middle finger and races off, yelling "Fag!" behind him. My jaw slackens and hangs open;I can't believe his insolence!! No one has ever delivered such an insult to the miraculous me! He is just jealous because he knows he can't have me! Huffing, I brush myself off and dash forward, certain that I will be late now. Oh well. For the amazing Takanori, it is okay to be late. After all, I am the most gorgeous man on the face of the Earth!!
I finally reach my destination, gasping for breath as I lean against a fence. I fix my hair and smooth my hands over myself, making sure that nothing is astray. Once I am sure that everything about me is as perfect as always, I strut into the big white building, putting my nose up so high that I can't see a thing. Oh well, who needs sight? I'm sure that with my awesomeness, I can make it into the seating area without seeing, and besides, these lowly commoners need to know that I am better than them!
I swing my hips as I walk, sure that I'll catch every guy's eye. I'm so irresistible, but too bad for them, they can't have me. I must look so good, so delicious. My thighs peek provocatively out from my super short, skin tight, black velvet shorts, my legs look absolutely stunning in the six-and -a-half inch, red hooker heels I'm wearing. My red and black jacket is only buttoned up halfway, so you can view my smooth, hair-free chest. My soft brown hair is artfully flipped out on one side, and my skin is pore-less and white, like perfect porcelain. If I wasn't me, I would so want to just grab me and fuck me right now. You know what? Even though I am me, I still want to fuck my flawless self right now. God dammit, where is my assistant when I need him??
Before I even realize it, I collide with something and fall straight onto my butt. I hiss in annoyance at falling for the second time today, immediately seeking out the cause for such a horrible occurrence. It is an unnaturally skinny, unnaturally blonde...creature that got in my way. She is on the floor too, half of her beneath me. I glare daggers at her and she shrinks beneath me. That's right, woman, be afraid.
"Do you realize what you've done? Look at me, look at how beautiful I am! You could have marred my exquisite beauty! And what are you doing loafing around? Aren't you supposed to be in this show? Get up and get to work!!" I huff in annoyance at the girl, getting up and dusting myself off.
She doesn't seem to hear me, though, as she continues to stare at a point next to my head. My blood starts to boil over her insolence, until she lets out a dazed "Beautiful". I puff my chest out in pride at that, starting to like the girl more now. "Why yes, I have to admit, I am quite beautiful." I flip my hair and pose like a supermodel, showing off my best angle.
"No, not you, you douchebag. I'm talking about the guy behind you." She stares at me with a clearly annoyed look, and that coupled with her previous statement are just too much for me to take. I draw back my arm, ready to hit the girl, when I am stopped by a strong, familiar grip on my wrist.
"Gackt!!" I squeal, turning around and launching myself at him within half a second. I kissed him happily, squeezing him as hard as I could. "Where were you? I was so lonely without you~" I put my best pouty face on, the one that makes him crumble in my fingers. Anything I want, he will definitely give to me, and right now...I want him!
"I had to take care of some paperwork for your show baby, you know that. But I did miss you terribly!" He runs his hands through my hair and I lean into the touch, happy to have him back by my side. I press him harder against me, grinding my hips into him, nibbling his ear just the way he likes. He whimpers needily as I suck on his neck, tilting his head to give me better access. Our hands are all over each other, our breathing is already starting to increase in speed.
"Taka...it's not right...in public...people...could see...nnh!" His breath comes short as I plunge my hand into his pants and grab his already hardening cock.
"There's nothing wrong with a little public love" I growl into his ear, my hot breath making him shiver. I pull my dick out into the cool air and stroke it along with his, taking his lips in a heated kiss. I push him back, never breaking the kiss, as I try to find a wall to take him against. Unfortunately, what I had taken to be a wall was actually a flimsy whit sheet over a doorway, and as I pushed him harshly against it, we both fell through onto the floor on the other side.
I fall ungracefully, uttering a loud "gwah!" and conking my head on the floor as I landed. As I raise my head, I feel Gackt's body tense beneath mine. I blink my eyes fast, trying to figure out why there are so many flashing lights...kind of like the flash of a camera......
"Oh shit! Shit shit shit shit!" I curse under my breath, realizing that those were in fact camera flashes. We had fallen right onto the runway, and now we are in plain view of everybody in attendance, and I have my dick out. Shit! Knowing that the cameras were taking pictures of me and Gackt, I decide to make the situation work. I pull him and myself up, and begin to do sexy poses, leaning against him. They had already seen us, so I might as well play it off, right? I blow a kiss at the cameras, just as I am being pulled away by my wrist. Gackt takes off at a run, and I am dragged behind against my will. Finally he stops, at the main entrance. He grabs my dick and stuffs it back into my shorts, turning away with an exasperated expression.
"What's the matter, baby? It's no big deal really, just some publicity! There's no such thing as bad publicity!" I reach out to touch his shoulder, but he jerks away from me, whipping around to face me with an angered expression.
"No big deal?? No such thing as bad publicity? Oh yes, there is bad publicity, and it's what we're going to get from this! I can't believe you're being so calm about this, you've ruined me! You know what, Takanori? Got to Hell. I was cheating on you, anyway. I never want to see your face again!" And with that, Gackt runs away, leaving me behind with a shocked expression on my face and a broken heart. I slide down the nearest wall, crying into my arms. What had I done?
-----------10 days later-----------
I am without a home, without friends, without a job. Because of the small incident ten days ago, no one will acknowledge me. I was fired, my ex-boyfriend kicked me out of our apartment, and now I can't even get into any parties. It's as if the name "Takanori" has been erased from everyone's mind; no one will acknowledge me, I have no choice now. I have to go to the United States and become famous!
Dragging what little things that I have left- five suitcases full of clothes, I make my way to the airport. I am feeling pretty optimistic about my new life, when a car rushes through a puddle, completely soaking me through. I sit down on the curb and cry, knowing that the world has given up on me.
"Don't cry, Taka, you're not alone, you have me! Together, we'll go to the U.S. and make you a star!!" The unfamiliar voice shocks me and I look up, trying to find the source of the voice.
"God? Is that you??" I question, looking up at the dark night sky.
"No Takanori, look behind you, it's me!" I eagerly turn in the direction of the voice, wondering which of my sexy fans has come to my rescue, and come face to face with a complete stranger. Not only that, but he is most definitely not the sexy prince I hoped for. His fluffy brown hair blows in front of his baby face, and he looks utterly ridiculous in the big pink sweater he has on, not to mention the plaid pants and white platform shoes he's wearing with it. I sigh in dismay, but hey, I need help right now, I can look for a sexy lover in America.
"Fine, you can come along with me, if you agree to follow all of my orders and not bother me. Who are you, anyway?" I ask him, wondering why someone would help me when everyone else had forsaken me.
"Yes, I'll do everything for you! I want to help you because I love you, because I'm your biggest fan!! Oh, my name's Tetsu, by the way." His exuberant answer makes me feel a little better, so I pat him on the back and command him to pull my suitcases and buy us tickets to America.
------2 days later------
"Ah, finally in Hollywood! Watch out America, here comes your next big star!" I stand in the middle of a crowded sidewalk with my arms spread out and my head tilted back, basking in the glorious sun.
"Hey, move it, rainbow boy!!" A stranger calls, making an obscene gesture at me as he passes. I point my noise into the air and ignore him, knowing that he's just jealous of my gorgeous self. We can't all be as beautiful as me, he should know that. Tetsu runs up behind me, huffing and puffing.
"Takanori! I did it! I got you a meeting with a big broadcasting station to make a show!! You'll be a star in no time!" He grabs my hand and drags me behind him as he runs into a tall, official-looking building. We enter a room on the fourteenth floor where an old man in a suit sits behind a big oak desk. I sit in a chair in front of him, giving him my best smile that always wins everyone over.
"I have a bad feeling about this already. However, I'm sort of interested in seeing what your personality is like. I can see that you like to dress very brightly and outlandishly. What would you say are your talents?"
"Well, I'm good at dressing well, as you can see. Also, I'm good at looking beautiful, fucking men, and sucking dicks. Obviously, I am perfect star material." I sit up straight in my chair, sure that my answer will please him. After all, the best way to get somewhere in this world is to "show a little leg", is it not??
"Well ummm......I don't think I feel very comfortable at the moment. Could you please leave...and not come back?" His face pales as he staggers out of his chair, meaning to walk away. I get up and grab him, holding him in place.
"Tetsu, leave us alone for a moment so I can do some err...negotiating." The door clicks shut, and I immediately rip my shirt off, rubbing myself against the old man.
"Please say you'll give me a chance, I'll do anything~ My show will be awesome! It will be starring me, of course, and it will be a talk show about sex and men! What do you say, you stud?" I hook my leg over his hip, purring seductively into his ear. Everything seems to be going just my way, when I am roughly pushed aside. The old man runs out into the hallway, screaming "That guy's a queer! A queer! Watch out!!"
I run out of the building, sobbing. What can I do to make people love me? It should be so easy, it always has! It seems that the world hates me now, and I don't know what to do. I keep running for as long as I can, and then I walk, slouching dejectedly.
The moon is high in the sky before I begin to get tired. I don't even know where I am, and I know that I can't keep on like this for long. I look around me, and find a restaurant and a gas station. The restaurant isn't my first choice, but hey, I have nowhere else to go. Inside, the artificial lighting is bright yellow, hurting my eyes. There's only frumpy people in here, so I sit at a big table right in the middle, to be the center of attention. Certainly all these people are jealous of my beauty, and that makes me feel a little bit better.
It's been years since I've felt so crappy, and without realizing it, somehow my whole table has become filled up with food. I am wolfing everything down, without even remembering when I ordered it all. I feel like I'm going to puke, but being full on the inside helps to fill the hole in my heart, at least temporarily. Everyone in the restaurant is staring at me with wide eyes, but I don't care. I am Takanori, and I can eat as much as I want to! Ah- when did I start crying? Noticing the tears trickling down the sides of my face seems to break something inside of me, and all of my emotions are suddenly unleashed by my heaving sobs. I slam my head down on the table, not wanting anyone to see me cry.
My life, how has it become like this? What did I do to deserve all of this? My cries crescendo, I know that people at the gas station can probably hear me, but I can't stop, not when I am all alone like this. I hear someone approaching me, probably someone coming to kick me out, when all of a sudden, I am embraced from behind. I don't even know who it is, but at such a low time, I will take any comfort given to me. I turn around and embrace the warm person, hiding my face in their neck. My sobs start to quiet, and before long, they stop. I look up to see the face of the person comforting me, and it's...Tetsu.
"Tetsu...?" I gasp, my eyes almost popping out of my head. How did he find me? Why did he find me? His hand comes up to caress my cheek, wiping away the last of my tears. I feel my face flush, and in my heart, there's a strange fuzzy feeling, something I've never felt before. It's a weird feeling, but...I think I like it. I smile up at Tetsu, and take his hand in mine. "Let's go back to the hotel, together." I whisper, kissing his hand with a seductive smile. This will be a night that Tetsu will never forget~
--------The next morning--------
I wake up with the sun in my eyes and a huge headache. I groan and roll over in bed, only to come face to face with a naked Tetsu. I scream and flail my arms in surprise, falling right off the side of the bed. Shit! I look down at myself and realize that I am naked too. Oh, what have I done?? Tetsu peers over the side of the bed, rubbing the sleep from his eyes and smiling down at me. Oh God, I think I'm going to puke!
"Hey, Darling. How did you sleep?" Tetsu's perky voice makes me shiver as I wrap a blanket around me and stand up. I turn away and slam my hand on my forehead, not knowing what to do. "Taka? What's wrong?" Tetsu comes up behind me and gently caresses my shoulder, and that is just too much for me, I snap.
"Don't touch me, Tetsu! I am not your darling, you are nothing to me! I was just blinded by sadness and food!!" My outburst makes Tetsu recoil, his wide eyes filling with tears. I instantly feel bad for saying that, but it cannot be taken back now, and he needs to know that there is nothing between us. He shakes his head in sadness as he quickly pulls on his clothes, retreating to the door.
"You are a cold, cold person, Takanori. I gave so much to you, but you won't accept me, not even when I love you so much. I have been with you through this hard time, and now without me, you will see that you are truly alone. Goodbye, Takanori." Tetsu wipes away the few tears that gathered in his eyes as he turns his back on me and walks out of my life. I feel something...loss, I think, but it's different than when I lost Gackt. It feels...more hurtful, somehow. Did I do something wrong?Oh well, I don't need Tetsu, I don't need anyone. I came here to become a celebrity, and that's exactly what I'll do, all on my own.
I put on a stunning outfit; purple short-shorts, a skimpy purple vest-top, and knee-high high-heeled boots, and am ready to go, when I add a long coat as a last adjustment. If I take off my coat in a sexy way, it will draw even more attention to me than if I just wore my outfit! with my voice and my body, I'll be a star in no time!!
I pick a perfect spot-right in the middle of a large, crowded walking space, and begin to sing as loud as I can. Within seconds, a crowd has gathered. With the growing attention, my voice grows more and more powerful, and I become more sure of myself. I've got them, now I just have to turn up the intensity! I start to sway to the beat of my song, moving my arms as I sing. Now! I rip off my long coat, revealing my outfit and swinging my hips as I tilt my head back.
Everyone watching me gasps, and I think that I have them in the palm of my hand. However, they don't like me as much as I thought they would. Wit the revealing of my outfit and my dancing, they seem to be horrified. Ladies turn away in horror and grab the crosses on their necks, and men shout out slanderous names to me. "Homosexuals rot in Hell!" The chant is taken up, it seems that many people here are against homosexuals. How come I didn't notice the church I am standing in front of, before? And how come I never noticed the people standing in front of it with rude signs directed at people like me?? Their chanting gets to me, I grab my coat and run away as fast as I can, trying to get away from the more persistent ones that are coming after me.
I finally manage to get away, but that small victory is ended when I trip and knock over a whole produce stand, scattering vegetables everywhere.I groan, bursting out into tears. Why is nothing going my way? All I want is to be famous, why is it so hard for me?
I look up and see a huge poster of Justin Bieber. Damn that kid! People only like him because they think he's straight, when he's obviously-That's it! The secret to getting famous is to be straight! And you don't even have to really be straight, you just have to pretend! I know for sure that I can make it now!
--------two months later--------
I am famous! The day that I decided to become "straight", I changed my clothes and went to the office of a big record label, and they signed me! I formed the band Abingdon Boys School, and together with my new bandmates, I made our first single, which was instantly popular. We continued to put out more singles, which were also extremely popular. We've just started on a huge tour around America, opening for Justin Bieber. I still hated that kid, but he's the one that gave my my idea, and now he's giving me more fans, so I guess he's okay for now.
Sitting in front of a large mirror, I check myself over, making sure that I look one hundred percent straight. I don't look nearly as good as I used to now that I'm "straight", but it's okay, as long as I'm famous. Taking a deep breath, I head out onto the huge stage, smiling brightly at the audience!
"Hey! Are you guys ready to rock with us straight guys?!" I yell, smiling my best smile. The audience screams, head over heals for me. I laugh and begin to speak again, when I am interrupted by a loud "You're gay!" I gasp and immediately scan the audience, narrowing my eyes. "Who is it? Who dares call Takanori Nishikawa gay?" I yell, getting extremely mad.
"I did!" I look towards the direction of the voice and see......Tetsu. He is struggling towards the stage, trying to climb up. The security guards try to stop him, to no avail. Within seconds, he is standing right in front of me. "You're gay. Face it, Taka. I love you and you love me." He reaches out to gently caress my cheek, and I can't stop myself from jumping into his arms. I had noticed how much I missed Tetsu, but until now, I just pushed my feelings to the side. But he's right. He's one hundred percent right, I am gay, and I love him. I grab Tetsu's face and kiss him passionately, not caring as the crowd screams in horror, not even when they begin to throw things at us. I have been reunited with the one that I love, and that's all that matters to me now.
--------One year later--------
My life is absolutely amazing, I can't ask for anything more. I have the love of my life, Tetsu, by my side, and we have mind-blowing sex every night. If that weren't enough, now I am extremely famous, known around the world. My reunion with Tetsu spread all over the internet, making news headlines worldwide. With that, I started making my own music, the real music that I wanted to make I have my own solo project now, Takanori Makes Revolution, also known as T.M. Revolution. I am outright about my homosexuality, and I sing, dance, and dress however I want. It seems that you don't have to be straight to be famous, after all. My music has become popular all around the world, and I am busy with endless tours. I love all of my fans, they are amazing. With Tetsu by my side, I will spread the word that homosexuality is okay. I know that no matter what, as long as I have Tetsu, I can do anything.