Title: Der Retter in meinem Albtraum (The Savior in my Nightmare)
Chapters:1/1
Author:Savannah (
orishimeinoue )
Genre: Smut, Angst, Action, romance
Rating:NC-17
Warnings: fighting, m/m sex, gun use, prostitution
Band: the GazettE, Alice Nine
Pairing: Uruha/Aoi, Kai/Aoi (onesided)
Disclaimer: the GazettE boys aren't my property >.>
Summary: Aoi is a prostitute in the most expensive brothel in London, visited by a man that should not be there. He struggles between what he should do in his job and what he should do to protect himself, until something happens that wipes all of those thoughts away. Now, Aoi must think sharply, or he will not have a life to live.
Comments: This came about due to a nightmare I had a few hours ago. I couldn't go back to sleep, so instead of laying in my bed all scared, I made this into a fanfiction XD Really, this dream scared the crap out of me. I added in the parts with Uruha/Aoi, but the rest is basically the dream I had. I hope the German in the title is right, I used Google Translator because of lack of a better resource =_='
In the darkest of night, he comes to me. He shouldn't be here, warning bells are going off in my head, once again. It's been like this every day for the past month. My customer, the only one I will accept now, my Uruha, comes to me. I shouldn't accept him, no, I definitely shouldn't. Seeing him like this is a risk to my life, my career. I am putting my whole company in danger, but even so, there's just something about him...something that keeps me wanting more, something that is growing quickly and now won't let me accept any customers, any other customer besides him. He slowly walks toward me, and I swallow in nervous anticipation. Tonight will be red with passion, just like all nights with Uruha, my uruha.
As he slowly draws closer, I can't help but think of the possible danger he could be to me. He is a police officer, and I am a prostitute. In the dirty red light district of London, we are supposed to be enemies. The brothel I work and live in is the most expensive, cleanest, best one. The head mistress pays off police officers to keep their silence, but one mistake and we're all under fire. A cold breeze from an open window drifts over my exposed skin, my pupils dilate to see better in the thick darkness.
Hot breath blows on my neck, I shiver unconsciously. In the space of one second, he is upon me with a fierceness that I am now accustomed to. Uruha's lips are attacking mine passionately, his hands all over my body. He likes my already naked when he comes in, so that is how I offer myself to him tonight, just like all nights with him. He forces his tongue into my mouth, dominating me as his hands squeeze my ass.
In a second I am turned around and put on my hands and knees, sounds of clothes hitting the floor hastily behind me. My, he is awfully eager tonight. I smirk to myself as I roll my hips into him, making him moan. He presses himself against my back, already breathing heavily, anticipating what comes next as much as I. He brings his arm forward, fingers seeking my mouth as he grinds himself against me, impatient. I take his fingers willingly into my mouth, coating them with saliva quickly.
Just as soon as I'm done, his fingers are already gone from my mouth, already at the destination point. I shiver and brace myself against the pain I am accustomed to as his first finger enters me, then the second and third, scissoring, crooking, looking for my sweet spot. Pain is nothing to me, it is just something that comes along with intense pleasure, but Uruha is kind enough to prepare me, to lessen the pain, unlike all the other customers that I've had in the past. He hastily coats himself in saliva, wasting no time in entering me. Intense pain rolls through me in waves, but I make no sound, no exclamation of hurt. This is much better than what it is with others, and I am used to it by now. He is entering me slowly, still trying his best not to hurt me, but I grow impatient. I want him, NOW.
I push him onto his back, impaling myself on his member. His eyes widen as he stares up at me, I've never done this before. And I wouldn't either, if it weren't him with me. With other customers I let them completely have it their way, fast or slow, but for some reason, with Uruha, I need him so much, hard and heavy inside of me. I immediately start moving, moaning as he slides inside of me. He grabs my hips and moves with me at my fast pace, ever increasing the pace. I throw my head back and moan loudly as he directly hits my sweet spot. I want more, so much more, and he willingly obliges. Hard, heavy, fast, just the way I like it. Just the way I love it.
Uruha flips me onto my back, hooking my legs over his shoulders. He leans over me, Kissing me intensely as he continuously drives into me. Our tongues dance together as the moon shines down on us through the open window. I arch my back as he hits my sweet spot again, screaming for more. He bites my neck, marking me as his. Yes, I am his and his alone. If only he would take me away from this life. I grip onto his arms and moan as the pleasure takes total control of my body, taking over all of my thoughts. All I want is him. More and more of him, an unending supply until I am so full of him that I overdose on him.
"Uruha!" I scream as he hits my sweet spot one last time, sending me over the edge. I throw my head back in intense pleasure, vision becoming whited out. He comes right along with me, moaning my name into my ear, holding me so tight that I might break, but making me want him to hold me tighter. We lay there on the floor, him on top of me, sweating, chests heaving, breathing heavily. He nuzzles his head into my neck and embraces me, shocking me immensely. Usually, he will just clean us both up and leave, tonight, he is different, and I wonder why.
"Aoi, please, just let me hold you...at least for a little while longer." My eyes widen at his request, I wrap my arms around him tightly, trying to have every part of me right up against him. He runs his hands through my hair, kissing my neck, my jaw, my lips, my forehead. He cups my cheek, asking me to look up at him. I do, and am filled with a warm feeling as I see him smiling down at me. It's the first time I've seen him smile, and I love it. I love him. He gently brings me closer, giving me the sweetest, softest kiss I've ever had in my life. It takes my breath away, making me want him more than ever before. Unfortunately though, it has to end.
He reluctantly unwinds himself from me, grabbing some nearby napkins and cleaning us both up. He helps me up, and stands in front of me, just staring at me, taking all of me in. I blush and avert my eyes, but he draws closer, making me look at him. He kisses me softly again, and I feel his longing, a longing that perfectly matches mine. He hugs me tightly before gathering up his clothes, allowing me to help him dress. He gives me one last kiss, before stepping back and staring at me again, such painful longing in his eyes.
" Unfortunately, our time together tonight is over. I will come back tomorrow, and then, you will be coming home with me...if you want." He pauses, nervously blushing and wringing his hands. "If you will accept me, I will be with you forever. We will live together, and I will love you and protect you forever. You will never have to think of this horrible place again. Aoi, if you will accept me, I am giving m,y whole self to you, forever." He looks down at his feet as he finishes, blushing a deep crimson. I gasp in surprise, but it only takes a split second to make up my mind. I smile and run towards him, leaping into his arms and kissing him with great fervor .
"Yes! I accept!" I scream, hugging him as hard as I can. This is a dream for me, Uruha has just given me all that I wanted from him. All that I dreamed for but did not dare to hope for.
"I would take you with me tonight, but I have some preparations to make. I want everything to be perfect for you, who have shown me that it is possible to love in this cold, cruel world." He bowed and kissed my hand, being a gentleman. I giggle at how cute he is, giving him one last kiss before he leaves. I can't wait for tomorrow. I watch him leave from my window, then run to bed, so tomorrow will start earlier.
---------------------------------------------------------------------
I am in the midst of wonderful dreams of Uruha, my Uruha, when a loud noise resounds below me. I immediately whip out of bed, a sick feeling in my gut. That was a gunshot that I just heard, I'm sure of it. "Shit" I his, not even bothering to get dressed, just grabbing my two pistols from my bedside drawer and running out into the hallway. This is not a rare occurrence, it happens pretty frequently, really. Someone rejects a customer that just happens to be a homicidal maniac, or some customer's crazy wife finds out that he is cheating on her with a prostitute. They bring in a gun, and try to kill as many of us as they can. How could this happen on a day that's supposed to be perfect for me?
I push my thoughts aside as I lurk silently in the shadows, trying to evacuate everyone safely. There are more shots below me, and I curse beneath my breath, telling everyone around me to stay quiet and keep calm. I can only hope that the people on the floor below us are okay. Hopefully Tora will save them, he has guns, like I do. A door right next to me opens and I swiftly turn around, pointing a gun at the person coming out of the room. Thankfully, it's only Hiroto, also holding a gun. We both put down our guns, glad that we're both alive.
He takes the back of our group and I take the front, trying to edge towards the escape ladder at the end of the hall. From below, the sounds of screams can be heard, and I can't take it any longer. I motion to Hiroto to come closer, and tell him to take the group to safety, because I'm going downstairs, hopefully to kill the intruder. He protests at first, not wanting me to be in danger, but he knows I won't change my mind. He quickly hugs me, wishing me luck, and then I am off. I silently run down the hall to the stairs, dashing down them, holding my guns at either side of me, looking out for the intruder. Everything is eerily silent, until I hear a scream and a shot nearby. I run towards it, knowing that this could be my last day alive, but wanting to save at least one person from the wrath of a maniac.
I kick the door of the closest room open, and find Tora on the floor, clutching his side. He is hurt, but not too badly. I pick him up and rip my shirt, wrapping it around his waist tightly to stop the blood. "Get out of here, quickly" I whisper to him, pointing towards his window. He shakes his head, being the stubborn guy that he is.
"No, let me come with you." He grunts through the pain, managing to walk to his closet and pull out a pair of pistols. I sigh, knowing that arguing with him would be a waste of time, and let him follow behind me. Everything is dead silent at the moment, so we creep in the shadows, silently making our way to the next room. The door is ajar, and inside it are two girls, obviously dead, their blood smeared everywhere in the room. I swear softly, continuing on to the next room, to find exactly the same thing.
My eyes water in sadness, but my heart pounds fiercely, a great fear growing steadily inside of me as each second passes. In the next room, finally, is a survivor. She was shot in the foot, and now, as Tora and I approaches her, she screams, cowering beneath us. "My baby! My baby!" She cries hysterically, cringing away from my touch.
"Shhh! Please Izabel, it's us, Aoi and Tora. We're going to find your baby, but right now, you need to get out of here." I grab her bed sheet and rip it, quickly binding her foot. She latches onto me, sobbing brokenly. I lift her up as Tora silently eases the window open as her means of escape. I push her through the window, onto the alleyway, and urge her to run, promising her to bring her her baby later. She hobbles away quickly, promising to call for help.
Tora takes the lead this time as we edge our way to the last love room in the hallway, the only other room left besides the baby room. Tora looks in cautiously, but there is no one there. All of a sudden, a loud sound comes behind me, blasting in my ears. Before I can even react, Tora grabs me, pushing me down. A bullet flies by, just missing me, lodging itself in the wall behind me. Tora opens fire, aiming at the direction the bullet came from, even though neither of us can see anything. Without us realizing, all of the lights have gone out. We are against an opponent that we can't even see.
I grab Tora's hand, pulling him around a corner, towards a secret exit. If we can't see our opponent, then he can't see us, and we have the home advantage. As I pull Tora through the exit, we run straight into men clad in all black, holding huge, menacing looking guns. I gasp in fright, but Tora reassures me that it's okay, they are the police.
One of the men tells us to run, and we do. As we are about to turn a corner onto a different street, I stop in my tracks. "Go on Tora, you need to get medical help for your wound. I have to go back, to get Izabel's baby." Tora tries to pull me in the direction of safety, but in his weakened state, I am stronger than him. "Go!" I yell, turning around and dashing back to the brothel.
I silently sneak back inside, edging my way to the baby room. I hear the sounds of the Police team running through the building, trying to track down the murderer. I quickly grab Izabel's baby, somehow still sleeping peacefully. I turn around to get out, but my path is blocked.
"My my, if it isn't the person that caused all of this. My dear Aoi, how have you been? I haven't seen you for a month, since you started rejecting me. Why did you? You should have known that this would happen, my sweet." The man is shrouded in darkness, but I know that voice. Kai. He used to be my customer, before Uruha came. He said he loved me, but there was always something off about him, something that made me afraid to be near him. He steps closer, and without knowing what I'm doing, I act.
I fire a shot at him, running past him and into the hallway. He yells in pain and anger, and I hear him fall to the floor. Good, that gives me time to get to safety. The baby has woken up because of the loud noise so close to him, and he is crying loudly. I run, getting out into the alley, trying to soothe the baby as I make my way towards safety as fast as I can. I am so close to turning the corner, top finding somewhere to hide. Behind me, there is a loud scuffling noise and then a gun shot. It's Kai, I know it is. I prepare myself to feel the bullet lodge into my body, to be killed. I hold the baby away from my body, hoping it will be okay, that the police can save it before Kai kills it.
I am ready to feel the impact of my death, but surprisingly, it never comes. Instead, I hear heavy breathing behind me, and someone's arms wrapping around my waist, holding me to their body. I know this person, this body against mine. Uruha. I turn around, unbelieving, and am greeted with the sight of his face. He looks disheveled, hair all over the place, eyes wide and scared. Tears stream down his face, his lips tremble open, trying to speak. I hold the baby between us and nuzzle into his neck, also starting to cry.
His right arm presses my head to him, his left arm protectively holding my waist in an iron grasp. "I-I thought I was going to lose you, oh my dear Aoi, my love." He pulls my face up to his, kissing me passionately. I thought that I was going to lose him to, I thought I was going to die and never be able to see his gorgeous face again, the face I love so much. We held each other tightly, trying to get over the shock. "I didn't want to kill him, but he was aiming at you, aiming to kill. I reacted on instinct, and now he's dead. But that's okay, as long as you're okay." He presses kisses all over my face, drawing back and taking my free hand. I look behind us, and there, in the dirty alley, Kai is laying, blood spilling out of his head. I squeeze Uruha's hand, scared, but becoming normal in a second. Kai is dead, I have nothing to fear now. Uruha, my love, my savior, is here with me, and he has saved me. That's all that matters.
"You know, we will have to help with filing the police report, it can be quite tedious. Also, we have to find the mother to that baby you're holding." Uruha smiles lightly as he cups my cheek, kissing me again. I don't care how many tedious reports I have to fill out, as long as I am with Uruha. If he is by my side, I will always be happy. He loves me, and I love him. We can live our lives together now, and I know that he'll always protect me, no matter what.
[END]
A/N: Ah, I'm finally done typing this up! I'm pretty glad that I made this into a fic, it makes it less scary to me. No, I didn't dream about having an Uruha, I only dreamed the being a prostitute and being under attack part. I woke up right as the shooter was behind me in the alley, as he was about to shoot me. I was really scared when I woke up XD
I don't know why I had this dream, maybe it's because I had chocolate before I went to bed. Maybe it's because I watched Alice in Wonderland Ithe one with Johnny Depp in it) before I went to sleep, and I was listening to Deluhi as I slept. Maybe my mind+Alice in Wonderland+Deluhi=this?
One of my favorite nightmares that I've had is when I dreamed that Gackt kidnapped me and a bunch of other people and brought us to an abandoned building. There he was shooting us one by one, and when he got to me, I said "Wait! I have to pee!", and he let me go out of the bathroom, which just happened to be right by the exit. I ran all the way to safety, the end. It was scary while I was in it, but now it seems really stupid and funny XD
Wow, I've talked way tooo much, I better shut up now. Comments are <3
Have a nice day!!