Can't sleep...damn.

Mar 30, 2011 00:41

 sERIOUsLY!?!?!? u can't break free from ur boss for ONE night, one evening, 4 hours?!?!!? wtfuck!
pathetic.

know what/who else is pathetic? ME! I can't sTAND someone having this much control over my emotions
i can blame pms and sickness but we all know that those just amp up emotions already there, they don't create new ones DAMNIT!
even if 2morrow works out, i'm gonna be pissed, i'm gonna lash out, and I'm gonna regret it, but if he's still stickin around afterwards then maybe it'll be worth it

maybe i just came at a bad time, but i find it nearly impossible for this work hound to have had all these past relationships/experiences when he works like this; I mean, i consider myself a very patient person but in nearly 6 months can't find 3/4 hours1?!?1!? REALLY!?!?!? COME. ON!
the fact he was so surprised that I was so sHOCKED that he actually had the audacity to say he was 95% (I completely dismissed the 99% probability, laughable) sure he'd make it is absolutely laughable now

ugh, and he questioned MY commitment the other day! and wondered why i was so defensive, b/c hypocrisy is my NUMBER one pet peeve, dare I say even more so than lying! and that's saying a lot.....

wooosawww, damn Dorian and his business, I can't self meditate/cate 2nite *tear* emotions suck

spanko, angry, sad

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