crap to write lol..
Wow It's been awhile obviously...to much to do and not enough hours in the day I guess.
I don't even know what to say ...heh..there's a first time for everything.
So much has changed in the last year it's crazy..Merrick is a toddler now..I am a full-time mom, I go to parks and story times and drink coffee with other moms while the kids play( hard to belive I know),I am getting remarried soon(holy shit), I have lost a few very close freinds to death and one to to many years and to many unresolved issues ( but that wasn't my choice),I have made new freinds and reconnected with some old ones who are now very dear to me, and the most astounding thing of all is I am okay and happy with my life for the first time ever.
I don't even know what to say ...heh..there's a first time for everything.
So much has changed in the last year it's crazy..Merrick is a toddler now..I am a full-time mom, I go to parks and story times and drink coffee with other moms while the kids play( hard to belive I know),I am getting remarried soon(holy shit), I have lost a few very close freinds to death and one to to many years and to many unresolved issues ( but that wasn't my choice),I have made new freinds and reconnected with some old ones who are now very dear to me, and the most astounding thing of all is I am okay and happy with my life for the first time ever.