Because I don't know how to live slowly
About two weeks ago, I got home, threw my bag to the floor, walked into the kitchen, and screamed until I was out of breath. I threw something at the wall (I don't remember what) and moved on to yelling incoherent obscenities after that, tears streaming down my cheeks. Erick probably thought that I lost my damn mind, but bless him, he just wrapped
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I've finally had a minute to catch up on you... and you do you know how FUCKING PROUD I am of you??!!! You are amazing! amazingly strong! and it is completely OK to crash and scream every so often! You'd go mad if you didn't (God knows I have and I'm not doing anything near as taxing as you!) But over the past few months you have crashed and come out better for it. You've picked yourself up and said I can do this - and you can! I have so much faith in you and what you are doing. If anyone can do the job you are doing, change things/people, and go to school - it's you!
And all of those little things that happened, no they are not coincidences, it is God/the universe saying you are doing the right thing. I truly believe that, and have made choices in my life based on those little things. Granted my life isn't easy, specially financially, but I am doing what I feel is the right thing for me and what God wants me to be doing. No one ever said it was going to be easy or go exactly the way we want it to - it's going to be a struggle and we'll have to fight for what we want - but that's how we learn and grow as a person. You have to go through the shit to come out clean on the other side!
Keep on trusting your intuition! I love you bunches and bunches! (and if you do eventually move home to NY I would absolutely L.O.V.E. it!!! - specially with Matt going to NC now) :D
Love and Hugs and Prayers!
You're big Sista
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