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So I am at my first job for the day right now.
10-3:45 Assistant to Producer
4:30 to 2am Wine Bar/ night job.
Its going to be a long day and its funny because its starting to seem like a normal thing. Most of the people I work with at night work during the day as well and its comforting to know that everyone else is doing the same grind. Although my first job may not be everyday... and its not the full eight hours its enough to be really tired at 3 when I actually walk into my apartment. Its okay though... people keep telling me that its all about the journey-- but the journey is making me tired! I am addicted to double shot espresso... not coffee... the good stuff. Coffee isn't enough for me anymore haha. I don't think thats very good.
I find that when I have time to write I'm not doing it. Its not that I'm unmotivated... Maybe I am. I don't know whats wrong with me lately. Like right now I should be more focused on scripts and not journaling. I need to get my head out of the ground...
Only one more hour and then I'm on the road again.
Everything with myself has taken such an unexpected turn in the last few years I sometimes think back on everyone I grew up with... people I'm not really in contact with anyway and and what their doing with their lives. hm. Hopefully their good turns and not bad.
10-3:45 Assistant to Producer
4:30 to 2am Wine Bar/ night job.
Its going to be a long day and its funny because its starting to seem like a normal thing. Most of the people I work with at night work during the day as well and its comforting to know that everyone else is doing the same grind. Although my first job may not be everyday... and its not the full eight hours its enough to be really tired at 3 when I actually walk into my apartment. Its okay though... people keep telling me that its all about the journey-- but the journey is making me tired! I am addicted to double shot espresso... not coffee... the good stuff. Coffee isn't enough for me anymore haha. I don't think thats very good.
I find that when I have time to write I'm not doing it. Its not that I'm unmotivated... Maybe I am. I don't know whats wrong with me lately. Like right now I should be more focused on scripts and not journaling. I need to get my head out of the ground...
Only one more hour and then I'm on the road again.
Everything with myself has taken such an unexpected turn in the last few years I sometimes think back on everyone I grew up with... people I'm not really in contact with anyway and and what their doing with their lives. hm. Hopefully their good turns and not bad.