love in a lapdance
Do you ever have one of those weeks where you just don't think that you can get through it till its over and you look back at all thats done and just breeeeeeeeaaaaaatttttttthh. Yea I love that feeling. Its amazing what you can do if you just start working at it and time goes by. Yea, that feels good- thats when things start to feel deserved and not just taken.
Had my first interview today, I was kinda nervous but we'll see how it goes. I have a feeling that this whole year is going to be like this past week- if everything goes as planned- what doesn't kill you makes you stronger- as long as I get sleep.
I'm going to get a break this weekend and get away from the city. Thank Budda. I'll tell you my enegry is at a low and I need a home cooked meal and go running my high school route at home- and then see katy and michelle- I will be enegerized for the next month or so when I get away this weekend for a few days. 8am tomorrow I'll be on the bus on the way back down to MD. Its so funny to see all these people on the streets and know that most of them didn't grow up here ( including yourself) There are so many stories out there.
I saw a friend of mine tonight. A boy I went out with a year ago and ran into randomly. funny. I forgot he was younger than me, haha. we're friends now, he has a girlfriend (he's only 18- a baby!) so that was a relif that it wasn't a date, we just walked around the city and talked- it was really nice.
I really want an internship.
Really.
Really.
I have an appoitment with Good Morning America next week ( with connections! mwa hahhaha!) so I'll have a better change at the running.
The more that I think about it the more I realize that I'm lucky to have this kind of stress in my life. Its a good stress, one that I've been asking for for awhile. I'll be sure to make the most of it.
Oh-- is anyone looking to move up here in May? Cause I don't know how long I can stay here ( this apartment :/) if anyone is, give me a holler.
Love,
Lillie
Had my first interview today, I was kinda nervous but we'll see how it goes. I have a feeling that this whole year is going to be like this past week- if everything goes as planned- what doesn't kill you makes you stronger- as long as I get sleep.
I'm going to get a break this weekend and get away from the city. Thank Budda. I'll tell you my enegry is at a low and I need a home cooked meal and go running my high school route at home- and then see katy and michelle- I will be enegerized for the next month or so when I get away this weekend for a few days. 8am tomorrow I'll be on the bus on the way back down to MD. Its so funny to see all these people on the streets and know that most of them didn't grow up here ( including yourself) There are so many stories out there.
I saw a friend of mine tonight. A boy I went out with a year ago and ran into randomly. funny. I forgot he was younger than me, haha. we're friends now, he has a girlfriend (he's only 18- a baby!) so that was a relif that it wasn't a date, we just walked around the city and talked- it was really nice.
I really want an internship.
Really.
Really.
I have an appoitment with Good Morning America next week ( with connections! mwa hahhaha!) so I'll have a better change at the running.
The more that I think about it the more I realize that I'm lucky to have this kind of stress in my life. Its a good stress, one that I've been asking for for awhile. I'll be sure to make the most of it.
Oh-- is anyone looking to move up here in May? Cause I don't know how long I can stay here ( this apartment :/) if anyone is, give me a holler.
Love,
Lillie