Umm...
I just couldn't do it lol. I had such a lazy day yesterday I took more pictures of my fohawk. FOhawk. I'm surprised at the amount of people that didn't know what that is. It's like a mohawk but not so mo-ish. I'll use the LJ cut tag thingy for the benefit of those who don't want to see more of me. Really I don't blame you.
I finally got my ass to pay for a paid account! Go me! It's only 2 months though but it's still good. I really don't have that much money to spend right now cuz I'm still saving to go to Calgary. I'm going to start looking at some schools there in a couple of weeks cuz I really need to get out of here before I kill myself.
I wasn't sure if I still wanted to go back there and live cuz the only really good thing about going there was my best friend but he died and then there was Alan but I don't know what's going on with that. I really want it to work out but I feel so bad about what I did with those other guys when I was supposed to be with him... Grrr. He called me a couple of days ago from Mexico and said he's coming back on the 8th and really wants to spend Valentines weekend hanging out. That would be so cool. Trouble is though I'm talking to someone online who is like everything I'm looking for in a dude. He's musical, creative, funny, compassionate, is just as obsessed with 80s movies as me, good taste in music, hot, and cultured. He's coming over here on the 9th too and I really want to meet up with him. What a mess lol.
And to top it off, a shot of me drinking! Aren't you lucky.
