Once again...
I feel HORRIBLE... bah. I'm really dissapointed with myself. This week I've done a lot of drinkin... and I ended up foolin around with 3 guys (not sleeping with, just foolin around) but STILL... blah. I need to be shot.
What the hell is wrong with me? I'm totally not like that. The worst part though is at least 2 of the guys like me now and they think I wanna date them but nuh uh cuz they are totally not my type which is even weirder for me.
I just wish I wouldn't beat myself up over something so minor. I'm not in a relationship, I'm not married... so what am I worrying about? Well from this moment forward NO MORE! I hate making myself feel bad cuz I'm not a slut.
