New Horizon
Title: New Horizon
Pairing: Akame
Genre: Romance , Angst
Rating:PG-13
Summary:
Jin loved his brother so much. But one day Reio lied to him about seeing his friend Kazuya in Hokkaido ,he was in over happiness little did he know that he’ll meet his death on a fire. After the eventful night Jin wanted revenge and he will definitely make Kazuya want that he’s the one dead and not Reio.
( Chapter 1 ) ( Chapter 2 ) ( Chapter 3 )( Chapter 4 ) ( Chapter 5 )( Chapter 6 )( chapter 7 )( Chapter 8 ) (Chapter 9 ) ( Chapter 10 ) ( Chapter 11 )( Chapter 12 )( Chapter 13 )( Chapter 14 )( Chapter 15 )( Chapter 16 )( Chapter 17 )( Chapter 18 )
UPDATE:
A/N: Sorry for the laaaaate update (_ _)
Chapter 19
Then all of a sudden Yamapi leaned towards Kazuya, but he was still in daze and shock when he suddenly felt a pair of unfamiliar lips on him and it didn’t took a second when Yamapi was thrown to the ground.
“DIDN’T I TELL YOU TO GO HOME ALREADY?!” Jin hollered as he grabbed Kazuya’s arm while glaring at Yamapi “…and why the hell are you even alone with this bastard! Kissing him!?” he growled.
“God Kamenashi! What exactly are you trying to do!?” Jin burst out. Infuriated at Yamapi’s words and action, he vents all his anger on Kazuya, not noticing how hard is his grip on the latter’s arm until he heard a whimper.
“Jin, it hurts…” he whimpered but was just rather ignored by Jin who was fuming mad, even before he heard that conversation. How dare Kazuya end the call and not only that but he didn’t even followed what Jin said.
“Don’t ever come near him again! You understand!?” he shouted at Yamapi who just smirked.
“You should tell that to Kazu-chan… he’s the one who went here” Yamapi smirked as he gave stress at the latter’s nickname to irritate Jin more.
“Damn you…” Jin muttered as he let go of Kazuya’s abused arm and throw a hard blow at Yamapi’s face, sending him to the ground. Returning his glare on Kazuya, he forcefully pulled him out to the apartment and almost literally dragged him to the car. He was so frightened at Jin. It’s not the first time he saw Jin in this state but right now he is afraid of the consequences of this. He is afraid that Jin would throw him out. He is afraid that he would lose everything again.
“Jin, it’s not what you think. I’m not cheating - ”
“Don’t talk” Jin stated, his eyes never leaving the road in front of them. No one talked on their whole ride to their apartment. Kazuya wanted to explain everything , but he was too afraid that Jin will snap out once he says a word. His hands were trembling and Jin noticed it. He also became aware of Kazuya bruise on his wrist caused by his hard grip on him while pulling him.
“I knew it!” Jin shouted and banged the steering wheel “I should have not let you go alone! I’m so stupid!”
“Jin… I-“
“You told me Yamapi was not there??”
“That’s what Tat-chan told me…”
Jin clenched his fist.
He stopped the car and Kazuya only realized that time that they were in their apartment already. Jin saw the uncertain moves of the younger boy of what to do or what to say. Even he, doesn’t know what to do. A part of him wanted to take his words back and apologize but the other part of him was burning with anger.
Kazuya can’t even move at his spot until Jin took action “Get off”
“Eh?” Kazuya eyed him, confused. Usually Jin parks the car inside but this time he was telling him to get off with his hands still on the steers.
“Get off” Jin repeated and Kazuya hesitantly move out.
Without saying a word, Jin’s car speed away from Kazuya who is standing alone in front of the gate. His eyes followed the car at a distance and his pale skin just became paler.
Did he just lose everything again.
“Jin…” he whispered to himself as a he fell on his knees together with a tear that fell down from his eyes.
The sun was setting and so are Kazuya's tears which were already dried out. Hours have passed and he is still waiting by the back of the door to open. Waiting for Jin, so he can explain and talk everything out. He hugged his knees closer to him as the wind blew the strands of his hair.
“Yamapi…” Ueda uttered as he walked closer, tears was still visible on his eyes.
“T-Tatsuya” Yamapi’s eyes widened in shock. The other one’s look can’t deny how crashed he is at how he acted just now and he need not to confirm if he was there all the time since his face tells it all.
“You don’t need to explain” he stated “…you love me right?” Although the words he uttered stabbed his heart into pieces, he continued to believe in those words.
“Just promise me that you will not do it again and I’ll forget about what just happened” he added.
“Please…” Tatsuya pleaded “…Y-yamapi” he fell on his knees with tears flowing from his eyes.
“Don’t do this” Yamapi approached as he tried to pulled him up from the ground.
“You love me, right??” Ueda looked at him. He looked so helpless and Yamapi could feel the same thing as him. The feeling they shared was because of love but not love.
“Get up” Yamapi said again but Ueda just put more weight on his knees. Definite that he wouldn’t get up until he hears what he wanted to hear.
“I will not see him anymore”
“Kazuya?”
“That’s what you want?” he looked at him affectionately.
“C-can you do it?”
“I will” he declared “This time I will let go” he added with a bitter smile.
Hearing that, Ueda immediately rose up from the floor and hugged Yamapi tightly. He returned the hug half-heartedly. At least with Ueda he is assured of not losing and might able to love him in the future. He has no another choice anyway.
“I love you” Ueda whispered in his ears that made Yamapi force a smile and kissed him instead of answering it with a lie.
“I really messed things up now” Jin groaned again and kicked the table in front of him. After leaving Kazuya, he decided to meet up with Ryo in a café for a meaningful talk and probably some advice until he cools off.
“You always do, Bakanishi” Ryo retorted and rolled his eyes “…not to mention always ruining my day”
“B-but Yamapi kissed him! I know this is his entire plan!” Jin protested “He wants to separate us! Damn him!”
“Yeah, we know that already… we’ve talked about that so many times and you still didn’t try to be careful with your actions. Now tell me who’s stupid?”
“Me…” Jin answered with a sad tone, head covered with his front hair “B-but I don’t know what to do… He was so happy when he received the message from Ueda. What the hell should I do that time instead?! He needs Ueda that time and I am not Ueda! That’s the least thing I could do, trust him…”
“Jin is that you??What did you do to my friend??” Ryo mocked but stopped joking around when he saw how serious Jin is.
“Ryo… I can’t live without him” he said together with a tear that fell from his eye making his friend shocked and stunned. “What will I do if he realized that he likes Yamapi more than me? What will I do?” he asked while abruptly wiping the tear on his cheeks.
“Uh well… why don’t you talk to him?”
“I can’t! I’m so mad right now, I don’t know what stupid words will come out from my mouth. I’m pretty sure he’ll be terrified of me”
“Bakanishi…” Ryo sighed.
Instead of arguing more, he just slumped his head on the table, sulking. Pretending to not hear all the sighs from Ryo. “You can go if you want too….”
“Are you planning to stay here all day??” Ryo asked but Jin just shrugged off his shoulders.
“Kame change you two a lot…” Ryo uttered when Jin still didn’t move at his spot. “You’re just playing around with your victim’s feelings before but look at you now”
Jin still didn’t talked but just turned his head.
“Is Kame that great?” Ryo asked then rolled his eyes “I think that’s not even a question based on how you’re acting now”
“My heart still hasn’t calmed down…” Jin uttered, slightly turning his head so the left side of his face can be seen. “It’s always like this since I met him... It’s the first time and I know that time I saw him, I want to make him mine.”
“But when I saw him again and again it wasn’t the same feeling as to like making him mine anymore. Just the thought of him close to somebody else is unbearable”
“Hearing this from you is so weird”
“I know!” he growled. “You don’t know how hard I tried to deny it to myself before”
Ryo chuckled “It’s so fun to watch you doing it actually but I didn’t expect you to fall for him like this”
Almost an hour later, Jin was still sulking with his head on the table while Ryo do all the talking. From time to time he responds with a nod or nothing at all. His mind was not working properly and all he could think was making his mood cool down so he could be able to talk to Kazuya immediately. Though it only makes him more irritable.
“Hey, you have a call…” he heard and his phone indeed has many missed calls and messages already.
“Who is it? Kame?” he asked but it was needless to ask since it’s written all over Jin’s face on how annoyed he is.
“My mother wants to meet up with me” Jin said while getting up from his seat.
“You’re going??” Ryo asked, surprised.
“Yeah. I need to do something to cool my mind off and maybe someone to argue with”
“Good luck with that” Ryo uttered as he followed Jin until they reached their own cars. “Call me okay?”
Jin gave Ryo a nod before getting in the car to drive off to where her mother wants to meet up. Reaching the place in a speed, he had to examine the text again when he saw that the place was not a suitable place for a good talk. Neither table nor chairs where there, just an empty lot. Then he saw his mother somewhere in the left side with her car.
“Jin…”
“What do you want to talk about? If you’re going to tell me again to leave him then you’re just wasting your time”
“Come back to us Jin, you’re father’s company here in Tokyo is suffering and he might just hand it to your uncle…”
“Huh? Last time I talked to him the company was still just good… are you trying to tell me a lie again??” Jin frowned at her.
“No! It’s the truth. He just acts tough in front of you but the company’s really going to fall now” she said in a sad and pleading tone “…that’s why we’re planning to go to New York and focus on our business there”
“New York?” .
“People are chasing your father Jin! They hated him for what happened and wanted to seek revenge! We’re not safe here anymore”
“It’s your uncle’s fault. He wanted to have the company for so long”
All of a sudden the information he just learned made his knees weak. New York? Talk about the wrong timing. He’s running out of luck. Adding this one just made his day even worse than how worse it is now.
“I-I can’t…” he said blandly.
“I can’t” he repeated, as if assuring himself.
“We can’t stay here!” her mother shouted “It’s not safe for us anymore. He sent us death threats…”
“How could he do it…” Jin said while clenching his fist as hard as he can. His body was trembling because of anger. This was the least “talk” he wanted to have right now.
“Y-You’re father just told it to me now… and he told me that he was sending threats even before, he didn’t expected that it will be like this”
“You mean he received those threats before and he didn’t even tell it to us…” he stated out. How could his father keep this problem to himself.
“He doesn’t want us to know it, he just wants to protect us”
“That’s stupid!” he burst out. “Telling things to us when it’s already at the worst state, and now he wants us to run away!”
“Why did he just tell this to us now??”
Then his eyes widened when something made his heart stop beating “W-wait… you told me he was receiving the threats before…” he looked at his mother “how long was that before?”
“Almost two years…”
“T-two years…” he looked blankly at the ground with his eyes quivering “ a year ago Reio died in a fire… the police said it’s the fire didn’t start inside the house but didn’t tell me the reason, then after a week they said it was because of wiring…” he stated, voice trembling and weaken as he talk then he looked at her.
“Jin…”
“I’m going to kill him”
“Jin!” she quickly grabbed Jin, who was already on his way to his car. “Don’t be stupid! You don’t stand a chance against him!”
But Jin did not listen to her and pushed her away.
Until now people were blaming Reio’s death at Kazuya. All the torment, loss, and suffering he experience was all because of his family. Kazuya was the victim all along. His family was burned down and yet he was blamed for a thing he never did. They all look at him with hatred.
“Ahhh!” he shouted in frustration. Feelings of guilt and hatred were eating him up that tears uncontrollably fell from his eyes.
“My life’s here. I can’t go with you” he said walking away when he heard a noise coming from his mother. Then suddenly his eyes went blurred as he was shot at the shoulder.
“Fuck…” he muttered then saw the man attacking his mother. Holding his wounded arm, he walked closer to them, plan less. “Damn it…”
He dragged his body and steal a knife from the guy ready to stab him but was kicked to the ground.
“Jin! Hey! Don’t hurt my son!” she shouted repeatedly but she was injured as well so she can’t be of any help.
‘Get up!’ he ordered his body. However, the guy was fast and he shouted in pain when he stabbed his leg.
Before he could even stand, another shot was directed at the attacker but it was not from his mother.
Another one then followed by another again. It didn’t stop until the guy fell in the ground.
“Kazuya…” Jin uttered. Kazuya was standing beside his mother with his hands trembling as his knees also fell to the ground. But he quickly shoved off the gun and crawled to Jin.
“A-are you okay??” he asked with his hands trembling.
“Jin…” he uttered again when Jin hissed in pain.
“Kazu, I’m sorry…” Jin mumbled when Kazuya supported him to get up.
Kazuya shook his head then Jin fainted afterwards.
“Jin!”
“Get him here!” Rina ordered.
As quickly as possible Kazuya drag Jin to the car while supporting his shoulders. The nurses quickly aided him when they arrive at the hospital while Kazuya waited outside the room. Police also went at the crime scene right after they drove off. His hands were still trembling. He just shoot down a guy and Jin is at the emergency room. The doctors okayed Jin’s condition but visitors other than his mother was not allowed so he was forced to go back home. There he breaks down, crying.
His eyes were still swollen from crying all the time last night. He didn’t even had a proper sleep, maybe an hour or two but wakes up from nightmare about him killing the guy or Jin getting killed.
“Rina-san…” he stated when he saw the figure of Jin’s mother at the door. “How’s Jin?”
“He just wake up”
“Please let me see him…” he said bowing his head as low as possible.
“Just get in…” she said while rolling his eye.
Inside the room, he hesitated his steps, he doesn’t know why he even feel embarrass in front of him. He felt the deep stare from Jin as he walked closer.
“Kazu…” he heard then saw Jin’s hand gesturing at him to come closer “Come here” he ordered.
“How are you feeling??” he asked, worriedly.
“I’m fine” he answered while placing a kiss at the latter’s forehead then touched his swollen eyes “You cried…” he added, frowning, while caressing his eyes with his thumb.
“You’re okay now…” Kazuya stated while smiling.
“Uhn” Jin answered as he pulled the younger one’s head to put a kiss at his eyes.
“I give to Taguchi my resignation letter...”
Jin just looked at him and caressed his hair and smiled. Though he didn’t know why but, he felt uneasy on it.
“Hey, my bed’s big…come here” he gestured as moved to give some space.
“Eh?” Kazuya protested then showed him a box of strawberries instead “Let’s just eat?”
Jin chuckled and opened his mouth a bit as Kazuya slowly shoved a strawberry inside. But he didn’t feel satisfied with all the information he just known. He felt guilty as well as wanting to just stay beside Kazuya and enjoy every moment with him. But the truth is not allowing him to enjoy his time.
“Is there a problem?” he heard and was startled by his voice.
“Nothing” he shook his head and smile as he ate another piece. “You eat last night, right??” he asked, worriedly. Now it’s his turn to give a strawberry.
Kazuya quickly nodded. “Of course” he lied, though Jin see through it.
“Mou, Kazuya! I told you to eat even when I’m not around, right??”
“I d-did eat” he said but Jin rolled his eyes and cupped Kazuya’s cheeks.
“You’ll get skinnier” he stated, worriedly “…you’ll get sick”
“Next time, you skip your meal… I’ll punish you” Jin smirked “Understand??”
Kazuya nodded again while munching the sweet fruit.
“Oh and I forgot… but I still didn’t got my prize from you…”
“What is that?”
“Remember that time before you went to meet with Ueda??” Jin pouted.
“Oh” Kazuya smiled “I’ll give it once you recovered and return home”
“Yaay!” Jin squealed and hugged him.
How he missed his scent. He drew more air as he snuggle his nose on the latter’s neck while placing sweet kisses. From the neck, his lips travelled to his jaw and trapped his pinky lips to his mine. Ravishing it until he’s satisfied. Moan escaped from the younger one that aroused him more. Ignoring the pain coming from his wounded arm, he forcefully pulled the smaller guy the smaller guy to his bed. At first, his knees stumbled at the end of the bed but he found a comfortable place later. They shared a sloppy kiss until they were surprised when the door opened making Kazuya jumped out from the bed.
Police.
Jin frowned at them and clenched his fist when he remembered how did they cover up about the incident in Kamenashi’s house. But why the hell are they here? Then he saw his mother behind them but she didn’t close the door.
“Kamenashi Kazuya-san?” the chief officer stated.
“H-hai”
“You need to come with us”
“What is this all about??” Jin frowned while looking at his mother then to the police.
“A man named Akagi Sho was killed. We want to investigate you at our office”
Jin eyes widened at disbelief and anger “He save us! The guy was trying to kill us so why the hell are you calling Kazuya to the prison!”
“Just the office, Akanishi-san. His fingerprints were present on the gun that was used to kill him, and that wounded you. We want to hear explanations at our office”
“No! He saved me! He can - ”
“It’s okay. I’ll just explain, right?” Kazuya interrupted.
“Yes”
“Kazuya…”
“It’s okay” he smiled at Jin.
“I’ll go with you!”
“Stay here. You’re still hurt and we don’t know what he’ll do -” her mother tried to tell but Jin glared at him and threw his pillow at the floor.
“What are you trying to say??”
“I’m just telling that he should just follow what the police tells him to do”
“Jin, it will be okay…. I’ll come back” he assured and followed the police as Jin watched his mother shut the door.
Jin tried to stand up but hissed in pain from the wounds he got from the fight. His mother also sat down beside him and pushed him back to the bed.
“They’ll let him go… he didn’t do anything” he stated, glaring.
He saw his mom smirked “He’ll stay there as long as tell them to”
“W-What…” Jin’s eyes widened and tried to strangle his own mother with his trembling hands. “Take that back! You will not do that! You can’t do that”
“I can, Jin and I will” she said as she shoved his son’s hand.
“Until you say that you’ll come with us, he’ll stay there”
Pairing: Akame
Genre: Romance , Angst
Rating:PG-13
Summary:
Jin loved his brother so much. But one day Reio lied to him about seeing his friend Kazuya in Hokkaido ,he was in over happiness little did he know that he’ll meet his death on a fire. After the eventful night Jin wanted revenge and he will definitely make Kazuya want that he’s the one dead and not Reio.
( Chapter 1 ) ( Chapter 2 ) ( Chapter 3 )( Chapter 4 ) ( Chapter 5 )( Chapter 6 )( chapter 7 )( Chapter 8 ) (Chapter 9 ) ( Chapter 10 ) ( Chapter 11 )( Chapter 12 )( Chapter 13 )( Chapter 14 )( Chapter 15 )( Chapter 16 )( Chapter 17 )( Chapter 18 )
UPDATE:
A/N: Sorry for the laaaaate update (_ _)
Chapter 19
Then all of a sudden Yamapi leaned towards Kazuya, but he was still in daze and shock when he suddenly felt a pair of unfamiliar lips on him and it didn’t took a second when Yamapi was thrown to the ground.
“DIDN’T I TELL YOU TO GO HOME ALREADY?!” Jin hollered as he grabbed Kazuya’s arm while glaring at Yamapi “…and why the hell are you even alone with this bastard! Kissing him!?” he growled.
“God Kamenashi! What exactly are you trying to do!?” Jin burst out. Infuriated at Yamapi’s words and action, he vents all his anger on Kazuya, not noticing how hard is his grip on the latter’s arm until he heard a whimper.
“Jin, it hurts…” he whimpered but was just rather ignored by Jin who was fuming mad, even before he heard that conversation. How dare Kazuya end the call and not only that but he didn’t even followed what Jin said.
“Don’t ever come near him again! You understand!?” he shouted at Yamapi who just smirked.
“You should tell that to Kazu-chan… he’s the one who went here” Yamapi smirked as he gave stress at the latter’s nickname to irritate Jin more.
“Damn you…” Jin muttered as he let go of Kazuya’s abused arm and throw a hard blow at Yamapi’s face, sending him to the ground. Returning his glare on Kazuya, he forcefully pulled him out to the apartment and almost literally dragged him to the car. He was so frightened at Jin. It’s not the first time he saw Jin in this state but right now he is afraid of the consequences of this. He is afraid that Jin would throw him out. He is afraid that he would lose everything again.
“Jin, it’s not what you think. I’m not cheating - ”
“Don’t talk” Jin stated, his eyes never leaving the road in front of them. No one talked on their whole ride to their apartment. Kazuya wanted to explain everything , but he was too afraid that Jin will snap out once he says a word. His hands were trembling and Jin noticed it. He also became aware of Kazuya bruise on his wrist caused by his hard grip on him while pulling him.
“I knew it!” Jin shouted and banged the steering wheel “I should have not let you go alone! I’m so stupid!”
“Jin… I-“
“You told me Yamapi was not there??”
“That’s what Tat-chan told me…”
Jin clenched his fist.
He stopped the car and Kazuya only realized that time that they were in their apartment already. Jin saw the uncertain moves of the younger boy of what to do or what to say. Even he, doesn’t know what to do. A part of him wanted to take his words back and apologize but the other part of him was burning with anger.
Kazuya can’t even move at his spot until Jin took action “Get off”
“Eh?” Kazuya eyed him, confused. Usually Jin parks the car inside but this time he was telling him to get off with his hands still on the steers.
“Get off” Jin repeated and Kazuya hesitantly move out.
Without saying a word, Jin’s car speed away from Kazuya who is standing alone in front of the gate. His eyes followed the car at a distance and his pale skin just became paler.
Did he just lose everything again.
“Jin…” he whispered to himself as a he fell on his knees together with a tear that fell down from his eyes.
The sun was setting and so are Kazuya's tears which were already dried out. Hours have passed and he is still waiting by the back of the door to open. Waiting for Jin, so he can explain and talk everything out. He hugged his knees closer to him as the wind blew the strands of his hair.
“Yamapi…” Ueda uttered as he walked closer, tears was still visible on his eyes.
“T-Tatsuya” Yamapi’s eyes widened in shock. The other one’s look can’t deny how crashed he is at how he acted just now and he need not to confirm if he was there all the time since his face tells it all.
“You don’t need to explain” he stated “…you love me right?” Although the words he uttered stabbed his heart into pieces, he continued to believe in those words.
“Just promise me that you will not do it again and I’ll forget about what just happened” he added.
“Please…” Tatsuya pleaded “…Y-yamapi” he fell on his knees with tears flowing from his eyes.
“Don’t do this” Yamapi approached as he tried to pulled him up from the ground.
“You love me, right??” Ueda looked at him. He looked so helpless and Yamapi could feel the same thing as him. The feeling they shared was because of love but not love.
“Get up” Yamapi said again but Ueda just put more weight on his knees. Definite that he wouldn’t get up until he hears what he wanted to hear.
“I will not see him anymore”
“Kazuya?”
“That’s what you want?” he looked at him affectionately.
“C-can you do it?”
“I will” he declared “This time I will let go” he added with a bitter smile.
Hearing that, Ueda immediately rose up from the floor and hugged Yamapi tightly. He returned the hug half-heartedly. At least with Ueda he is assured of not losing and might able to love him in the future. He has no another choice anyway.
“I love you” Ueda whispered in his ears that made Yamapi force a smile and kissed him instead of answering it with a lie.
“I really messed things up now” Jin groaned again and kicked the table in front of him. After leaving Kazuya, he decided to meet up with Ryo in a café for a meaningful talk and probably some advice until he cools off.
“You always do, Bakanishi” Ryo retorted and rolled his eyes “…not to mention always ruining my day”
“B-but Yamapi kissed him! I know this is his entire plan!” Jin protested “He wants to separate us! Damn him!”
“Yeah, we know that already… we’ve talked about that so many times and you still didn’t try to be careful with your actions. Now tell me who’s stupid?”
“Me…” Jin answered with a sad tone, head covered with his front hair “B-but I don’t know what to do… He was so happy when he received the message from Ueda. What the hell should I do that time instead?! He needs Ueda that time and I am not Ueda! That’s the least thing I could do, trust him…”
“Jin is that you??What did you do to my friend??” Ryo mocked but stopped joking around when he saw how serious Jin is.
“Ryo… I can’t live without him” he said together with a tear that fell from his eye making his friend shocked and stunned. “What will I do if he realized that he likes Yamapi more than me? What will I do?” he asked while abruptly wiping the tear on his cheeks.
“Uh well… why don’t you talk to him?”
“I can’t! I’m so mad right now, I don’t know what stupid words will come out from my mouth. I’m pretty sure he’ll be terrified of me”
“Bakanishi…” Ryo sighed.
Instead of arguing more, he just slumped his head on the table, sulking. Pretending to not hear all the sighs from Ryo. “You can go if you want too….”
“Are you planning to stay here all day??” Ryo asked but Jin just shrugged off his shoulders.
“Kame change you two a lot…” Ryo uttered when Jin still didn’t move at his spot. “You’re just playing around with your victim’s feelings before but look at you now”
Jin still didn’t talked but just turned his head.
“Is Kame that great?” Ryo asked then rolled his eyes “I think that’s not even a question based on how you’re acting now”
“My heart still hasn’t calmed down…” Jin uttered, slightly turning his head so the left side of his face can be seen. “It’s always like this since I met him... It’s the first time and I know that time I saw him, I want to make him mine.”
“But when I saw him again and again it wasn’t the same feeling as to like making him mine anymore. Just the thought of him close to somebody else is unbearable”
“Hearing this from you is so weird”
“I know!” he growled. “You don’t know how hard I tried to deny it to myself before”
Ryo chuckled “It’s so fun to watch you doing it actually but I didn’t expect you to fall for him like this”
Almost an hour later, Jin was still sulking with his head on the table while Ryo do all the talking. From time to time he responds with a nod or nothing at all. His mind was not working properly and all he could think was making his mood cool down so he could be able to talk to Kazuya immediately. Though it only makes him more irritable.
“Hey, you have a call…” he heard and his phone indeed has many missed calls and messages already.
“Who is it? Kame?” he asked but it was needless to ask since it’s written all over Jin’s face on how annoyed he is.
“My mother wants to meet up with me” Jin said while getting up from his seat.
“You’re going??” Ryo asked, surprised.
“Yeah. I need to do something to cool my mind off and maybe someone to argue with”
“Good luck with that” Ryo uttered as he followed Jin until they reached their own cars. “Call me okay?”
Jin gave Ryo a nod before getting in the car to drive off to where her mother wants to meet up. Reaching the place in a speed, he had to examine the text again when he saw that the place was not a suitable place for a good talk. Neither table nor chairs where there, just an empty lot. Then he saw his mother somewhere in the left side with her car.
“Jin…”
“What do you want to talk about? If you’re going to tell me again to leave him then you’re just wasting your time”
“Come back to us Jin, you’re father’s company here in Tokyo is suffering and he might just hand it to your uncle…”
“Huh? Last time I talked to him the company was still just good… are you trying to tell me a lie again??” Jin frowned at her.
“No! It’s the truth. He just acts tough in front of you but the company’s really going to fall now” she said in a sad and pleading tone “…that’s why we’re planning to go to New York and focus on our business there”
“New York?” .
“People are chasing your father Jin! They hated him for what happened and wanted to seek revenge! We’re not safe here anymore”
“It’s your uncle’s fault. He wanted to have the company for so long”
All of a sudden the information he just learned made his knees weak. New York? Talk about the wrong timing. He’s running out of luck. Adding this one just made his day even worse than how worse it is now.
“I-I can’t…” he said blandly.
“I can’t” he repeated, as if assuring himself.
“We can’t stay here!” her mother shouted “It’s not safe for us anymore. He sent us death threats…”
“How could he do it…” Jin said while clenching his fist as hard as he can. His body was trembling because of anger. This was the least “talk” he wanted to have right now.
“Y-You’re father just told it to me now… and he told me that he was sending threats even before, he didn’t expected that it will be like this”
“You mean he received those threats before and he didn’t even tell it to us…” he stated out. How could his father keep this problem to himself.
“He doesn’t want us to know it, he just wants to protect us”
“That’s stupid!” he burst out. “Telling things to us when it’s already at the worst state, and now he wants us to run away!”
“Why did he just tell this to us now??”
Then his eyes widened when something made his heart stop beating “W-wait… you told me he was receiving the threats before…” he looked at his mother “how long was that before?”
“Almost two years…”
“T-two years…” he looked blankly at the ground with his eyes quivering “ a year ago Reio died in a fire… the police said it’s the fire didn’t start inside the house but didn’t tell me the reason, then after a week they said it was because of wiring…” he stated, voice trembling and weaken as he talk then he looked at her.
“Jin…”
“I’m going to kill him”
“Jin!” she quickly grabbed Jin, who was already on his way to his car. “Don’t be stupid! You don’t stand a chance against him!”
But Jin did not listen to her and pushed her away.
Until now people were blaming Reio’s death at Kazuya. All the torment, loss, and suffering he experience was all because of his family. Kazuya was the victim all along. His family was burned down and yet he was blamed for a thing he never did. They all look at him with hatred.
“Ahhh!” he shouted in frustration. Feelings of guilt and hatred were eating him up that tears uncontrollably fell from his eyes.
“My life’s here. I can’t go with you” he said walking away when he heard a noise coming from his mother. Then suddenly his eyes went blurred as he was shot at the shoulder.
“Fuck…” he muttered then saw the man attacking his mother. Holding his wounded arm, he walked closer to them, plan less. “Damn it…”
He dragged his body and steal a knife from the guy ready to stab him but was kicked to the ground.
“Jin! Hey! Don’t hurt my son!” she shouted repeatedly but she was injured as well so she can’t be of any help.
‘Get up!’ he ordered his body. However, the guy was fast and he shouted in pain when he stabbed his leg.
Before he could even stand, another shot was directed at the attacker but it was not from his mother.
Another one then followed by another again. It didn’t stop until the guy fell in the ground.
“Kazuya…” Jin uttered. Kazuya was standing beside his mother with his hands trembling as his knees also fell to the ground. But he quickly shoved off the gun and crawled to Jin.
“A-are you okay??” he asked with his hands trembling.
“Jin…” he uttered again when Jin hissed in pain.
“Kazu, I’m sorry…” Jin mumbled when Kazuya supported him to get up.
Kazuya shook his head then Jin fainted afterwards.
“Jin!”
“Get him here!” Rina ordered.
As quickly as possible Kazuya drag Jin to the car while supporting his shoulders. The nurses quickly aided him when they arrive at the hospital while Kazuya waited outside the room. Police also went at the crime scene right after they drove off. His hands were still trembling. He just shoot down a guy and Jin is at the emergency room. The doctors okayed Jin’s condition but visitors other than his mother was not allowed so he was forced to go back home. There he breaks down, crying.
His eyes were still swollen from crying all the time last night. He didn’t even had a proper sleep, maybe an hour or two but wakes up from nightmare about him killing the guy or Jin getting killed.
“Rina-san…” he stated when he saw the figure of Jin’s mother at the door. “How’s Jin?”
“He just wake up”
“Please let me see him…” he said bowing his head as low as possible.
“Just get in…” she said while rolling his eye.
Inside the room, he hesitated his steps, he doesn’t know why he even feel embarrass in front of him. He felt the deep stare from Jin as he walked closer.
“Kazu…” he heard then saw Jin’s hand gesturing at him to come closer “Come here” he ordered.
“How are you feeling??” he asked, worriedly.
“I’m fine” he answered while placing a kiss at the latter’s forehead then touched his swollen eyes “You cried…” he added, frowning, while caressing his eyes with his thumb.
“You’re okay now…” Kazuya stated while smiling.
“Uhn” Jin answered as he pulled the younger one’s head to put a kiss at his eyes.
“I give to Taguchi my resignation letter...”
Jin just looked at him and caressed his hair and smiled. Though he didn’t know why but, he felt uneasy on it.
“Hey, my bed’s big…come here” he gestured as moved to give some space.
“Eh?” Kazuya protested then showed him a box of strawberries instead “Let’s just eat?”
Jin chuckled and opened his mouth a bit as Kazuya slowly shoved a strawberry inside. But he didn’t feel satisfied with all the information he just known. He felt guilty as well as wanting to just stay beside Kazuya and enjoy every moment with him. But the truth is not allowing him to enjoy his time.
“Is there a problem?” he heard and was startled by his voice.
“Nothing” he shook his head and smile as he ate another piece. “You eat last night, right??” he asked, worriedly. Now it’s his turn to give a strawberry.
Kazuya quickly nodded. “Of course” he lied, though Jin see through it.
“Mou, Kazuya! I told you to eat even when I’m not around, right??”
“I d-did eat” he said but Jin rolled his eyes and cupped Kazuya’s cheeks.
“You’ll get skinnier” he stated, worriedly “…you’ll get sick”
“Next time, you skip your meal… I’ll punish you” Jin smirked “Understand??”
Kazuya nodded again while munching the sweet fruit.
“Oh and I forgot… but I still didn’t got my prize from you…”
“What is that?”
“Remember that time before you went to meet with Ueda??” Jin pouted.
“Oh” Kazuya smiled “I’ll give it once you recovered and return home”
“Yaay!” Jin squealed and hugged him.
How he missed his scent. He drew more air as he snuggle his nose on the latter’s neck while placing sweet kisses. From the neck, his lips travelled to his jaw and trapped his pinky lips to his mine. Ravishing it until he’s satisfied. Moan escaped from the younger one that aroused him more. Ignoring the pain coming from his wounded arm, he forcefully pulled the smaller guy the smaller guy to his bed. At first, his knees stumbled at the end of the bed but he found a comfortable place later. They shared a sloppy kiss until they were surprised when the door opened making Kazuya jumped out from the bed.
Police.
Jin frowned at them and clenched his fist when he remembered how did they cover up about the incident in Kamenashi’s house. But why the hell are they here? Then he saw his mother behind them but she didn’t close the door.
“Kamenashi Kazuya-san?” the chief officer stated.
“H-hai”
“You need to come with us”
“What is this all about??” Jin frowned while looking at his mother then to the police.
“A man named Akagi Sho was killed. We want to investigate you at our office”
Jin eyes widened at disbelief and anger “He save us! The guy was trying to kill us so why the hell are you calling Kazuya to the prison!”
“Just the office, Akanishi-san. His fingerprints were present on the gun that was used to kill him, and that wounded you. We want to hear explanations at our office”
“No! He saved me! He can - ”
“It’s okay. I’ll just explain, right?” Kazuya interrupted.
“Yes”
“Kazuya…”
“It’s okay” he smiled at Jin.
“I’ll go with you!”
“Stay here. You’re still hurt and we don’t know what he’ll do -” her mother tried to tell but Jin glared at him and threw his pillow at the floor.
“What are you trying to say??”
“I’m just telling that he should just follow what the police tells him to do”
“Jin, it will be okay…. I’ll come back” he assured and followed the police as Jin watched his mother shut the door.
Jin tried to stand up but hissed in pain from the wounds he got from the fight. His mother also sat down beside him and pushed him back to the bed.
“They’ll let him go… he didn’t do anything” he stated, glaring.
He saw his mom smirked “He’ll stay there as long as tell them to”
“W-What…” Jin’s eyes widened and tried to strangle his own mother with his trembling hands. “Take that back! You will not do that! You can’t do that”
“I can, Jin and I will” she said as she shoved his son’s hand.
“Until you say that you’ll come with us, he’ll stay there”