It's rainy & dreary and I just want to go to sleep!

Oct 21, 2005 16:13

Meh. The weather has got me feeling crappy again. Mentally, not physically. I hate when it's all dreary. Especially since the husband-person can't work. That makes me all anxious about bill-paying abilities.

It is very tempting to go upstairs and crawl in bed and pull the covers over my head. It's just that kind of day. I don't feel like I ever really woke up.

On to other things... I've got 3 people (2 of them very strongly) trying to convince me I need to do NaNoWriMo. Still undecided. It'd be an incentive to actually get started on the 8 or 10 books I've got running around in my head. I don't know what my hesitation is. :-( I have the ability, I have the skills. I guess I'm overwhelmed with the concept that whatever I write will suck. I've always been my own worst critic. I think everything I write sucks.

Anyway... yeah. The hubby decided to go run some errands again. In a skirt... again. I'm still not real clear on how I actually feel about this whole transgender thing. Some days it's fine. Other days I just want it to be some awful joke. I've come a long way in 2 years of dealing with this, haven't I? Sheesh.
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