May 30, 2004 20:38
so, the rally... it was a rally, and awesome one at that. Even with all the tornado bullshit, and the people crying about people who died, and shit like that. umm... got to spend alot of time with my angel, which i really wanted to do. and i get to see her some more tomorrow. yay. I found out my aunt who was taken away from ft worth pretty much against her will, to san fransisco, got shot and then had her kid taken away from her, has a live journal. Pretty nifty. It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I've kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
Stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I
Would Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be a past Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone