Who the fuck cares anymore...
I don't care about this journal right now... but I guess it's a way for people to find out without having to tell everyone.
Maggie and I broke up. Well... more like she broke up with me. She decided she couldn't be in this relationship anymore, it would be too hard with me being in school, work, etc and me not being able to give her enough of my time, also it was alot of money to see each other every time. I'm a college kid... and I still managed to afford plane tickets on my tiny salary, I just cut back on things that I wanted so I could be with her. I can understand it would be hard... but if she really honestly was that in love with me... then WHAT THE FUCK!? Whatever! So it was about 3 weeks ago I guess... and I've talked to her 3x since she ended it. Usually it's been on or a few days after the weekends... and every weekend we've been seperated... she's partied EVERY WEEKEND DAY. Whatever... I don't give a fuck. I know I should talk about it... but I really don't want to. I'm gonna squeeze my anger into a bitter little ball and let it explode at an inappropriate time. I miss the way things were. Either way, it's over for good... shit...
Natalie was trying to hook me up with some girl she knows... I told her I didn't want to... I'm really not in the mood. School has been shit... work has been shit... I've been so unmotivated to do anything. I went to Rutgers New Brunswick every weekend since it started this semester. I hate this.
I'm growing a beard... no further info on that. Whatever...
Maggie and I broke up. Well... more like she broke up with me. She decided she couldn't be in this relationship anymore, it would be too hard with me being in school, work, etc and me not being able to give her enough of my time, also it was alot of money to see each other every time. I'm a college kid... and I still managed to afford plane tickets on my tiny salary, I just cut back on things that I wanted so I could be with her. I can understand it would be hard... but if she really honestly was that in love with me... then WHAT THE FUCK!? Whatever! So it was about 3 weeks ago I guess... and I've talked to her 3x since she ended it. Usually it's been on or a few days after the weekends... and every weekend we've been seperated... she's partied EVERY WEEKEND DAY. Whatever... I don't give a fuck. I know I should talk about it... but I really don't want to. I'm gonna squeeze my anger into a bitter little ball and let it explode at an inappropriate time. I miss the way things were. Either way, it's over for good... shit...
Natalie was trying to hook me up with some girl she knows... I told her I didn't want to... I'm really not in the mood. School has been shit... work has been shit... I've been so unmotivated to do anything. I went to Rutgers New Brunswick every weekend since it started this semester. I hate this.
I'm growing a beard... no further info on that. Whatever...