The other day I began to notice that a lot of my flist was switching over to Avengers fandom, and I started worrying about what that would mean for the Eagle fandom. In the midst of all of that worrying, I realized how little I've actually contributed to Eagle fandom in the past ...oh, say, forever
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*hugs if you want them* It can get so damned frustrating, you know? Cause the ideas are so exciting, but then eventually I realize that no matter how hard I try it's just not. gonna. happen.
I'm thinking about doing the latest fan media challenge. It seems a bit lower stress (so it won't trigger my anxiety as much, fingers crossed), and since my in-laws had moved the vacay up so that it had been last weekend instead of the upcoming one, I'll be available to see the prompts right as they show up.
I've also been considering the eagle_rrb, since I'll feel more like I have to finish so I don't let someone down, and since it'll only be 3k, I should be able to figure out something. My only concern for that is how id-driven my stories are, so the idea of trying to write for someone else's kinks can be hard - some of my favorite pieces ever were written for exchanges and similar challenges, but they've also caused some of my greatest anxiety, ya know? I guess it'll be a coin toss to decide or something, lols.
I always feel inadequate compared to other people's fills (yours was so awesome, for instance!), or like I should've spent my time on a different prompt so that everyone's gets a fill (even if I started one before I knew it was finished, lols). IDEK.
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