listened to arcade fire and jeff buckley all day
this weekend, starting thursday, was full of drunkenness, dancing, anthony kat and ryan g, silent hill, ty and his mansion, family, and work. totes redick.
Looking back on it today, I still felt really lonely, no matter who i was around - i just felt removed. Maybe that's being back in sac, where my parents don't live, so it doesnt really feel like home, just a town my old friends happen to be in.
got the ball rolling on what i've been threatening to do since i moved here: get more involved in music. good luck to me.
Can't wait for harry potter movie 5 and also book 7.
i still fucking hate school...not so much hate it as feel like im wasting my time. ive been feeling really....float-y lately.
it's like im in a bubble, and all these avenues for my life are just out of reach, and i could reach them if i broke the bubble, but i dont know if i want to. Maybe my desire to "travel" is just to run away. but it's more that I'm trying to rediscover who i am because frankly, I thought I had a handle on myself and when i wasn't paying attention I turned into something of which im really not a fan.
At least I'm trying. but rome wasn't built on goood intentions.
Has the world always been this fucked up? Or i am just now opening my eyes. It's as though everybody's fighting for everything: oil, freedom, money, power, resources, and so on. Nobody get's the same rights as people in power because they don't lok the same.
Interesting: The african american population in america is about 12%. Polled whites, asked to estimate, put the number at around 23.6%. We take so much notice of blacks that we imagine nearly two for every one we see.
Looking back on it today, I still felt really lonely, no matter who i was around - i just felt removed. Maybe that's being back in sac, where my parents don't live, so it doesnt really feel like home, just a town my old friends happen to be in.
got the ball rolling on what i've been threatening to do since i moved here: get more involved in music. good luck to me.
Can't wait for harry potter movie 5 and also book 7.
i still fucking hate school...not so much hate it as feel like im wasting my time. ive been feeling really....float-y lately.
it's like im in a bubble, and all these avenues for my life are just out of reach, and i could reach them if i broke the bubble, but i dont know if i want to. Maybe my desire to "travel" is just to run away. but it's more that I'm trying to rediscover who i am because frankly, I thought I had a handle on myself and when i wasn't paying attention I turned into something of which im really not a fan.
At least I'm trying. but rome wasn't built on goood intentions.
Has the world always been this fucked up? Or i am just now opening my eyes. It's as though everybody's fighting for everything: oil, freedom, money, power, resources, and so on. Nobody get's the same rights as people in power because they don't lok the same.
Interesting: The african american population in america is about 12%. Polled whites, asked to estimate, put the number at around 23.6%. We take so much notice of blacks that we imagine nearly two for every one we see.