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The 2006 End of Year Meme
It's the first subject line/sentence of each month.
January: -
February: booya
March: -
April: bloc party is good
May: -
June: -
July: -
August: Hello there dear readers (ie: no-one)
September: Stupid unreliable voice
October: sigh.
November: so two people pinched & punched me this morning
December: mmm so lj has been dead
wow, i am like...so not an interesting person with a life.
no wait, not burn on me. burn on you! because you are sitting here reading my nonsense ramblings, while i am out there actually living! (between posting nonsense ramblings)
booya. how you like me now?
yeah, i won.
x charlotte
oh yeah. stuff i thought of but forgot to do anything about:
i always thought i was falling, just waiting to hit the ground. maybe im floating. nothings goes badly wrong, nothing goes wonderfully right. theres no-one around to catch me but im not scared of that anymore. if i fall, at least its finished with.
its difficult to like your family. the people you grew up with, the ones who know how limited you are...they've seen every stupid thing you've done. theres nothing worse than the people who know all about you, they dont let you become someone else.
its even more difficult to like your friends. and you've chosen them.
i know i like myself because i never go far enough to end it all. if i cut deeper, if i let you stay longer, then you could worry about me. but it makes me feel alive to know i could. its control.
life is not amazing. it is a series of events, some connected, some disconected. theres no great meaning and anyone who proclaims to know any such meaning is an utter wanker. you would do well to stay away from such people, philosophy will do you no good in the end when your body is decomposing...as are peoples memories of you.
the people who try to make a difference to our world really only seem to have made things worse.
hmmm nothing new there.
and finally something i really believe: wax seals are SO cool, everyone should use them. peoples got one for me as part of my birthday present, i rarely use it but it gives me a little thrill. i do so love these elegant forms of paranoia. lets devolve, i sincerely promise you itll be awesome.
It's the first subject line/sentence of each month.
January: -
February: booya
March: -
April: bloc party is good
May: -
June: -
July: -
August: Hello there dear readers (ie: no-one)
September: Stupid unreliable voice
October: sigh.
November: so two people pinched & punched me this morning
December: mmm so lj has been dead
wow, i am like...so not an interesting person with a life.
no wait, not burn on me. burn on you! because you are sitting here reading my nonsense ramblings, while i am out there actually living! (between posting nonsense ramblings)
booya. how you like me now?
yeah, i won.
x charlotte
oh yeah. stuff i thought of but forgot to do anything about:
i always thought i was falling, just waiting to hit the ground. maybe im floating. nothings goes badly wrong, nothing goes wonderfully right. theres no-one around to catch me but im not scared of that anymore. if i fall, at least its finished with.
its difficult to like your family. the people you grew up with, the ones who know how limited you are...they've seen every stupid thing you've done. theres nothing worse than the people who know all about you, they dont let you become someone else.
its even more difficult to like your friends. and you've chosen them.
i know i like myself because i never go far enough to end it all. if i cut deeper, if i let you stay longer, then you could worry about me. but it makes me feel alive to know i could. its control.
life is not amazing. it is a series of events, some connected, some disconected. theres no great meaning and anyone who proclaims to know any such meaning is an utter wanker. you would do well to stay away from such people, philosophy will do you no good in the end when your body is decomposing...as are peoples memories of you.
the people who try to make a difference to our world really only seem to have made things worse.
hmmm nothing new there.
and finally something i really believe: wax seals are SO cool, everyone should use them. peoples got one for me as part of my birthday present, i rarely use it but it gives me a little thrill. i do so love these elegant forms of paranoia. lets devolve, i sincerely promise you itll be awesome.